Another day home from work....
Yesterday was cool. Yesterday I really started to think that maybe I found what I was looking for in a job. Today is boring again.
Sometimes I really wish for once in my life I could stand still or stay someplace and be happy. I'm just never fuckin happy with my jobs. It's never enough. I change my whole life around to take one step closer and feel like I've got 5 more steps to take.
And yea, I am feeling a bit aggrivated right now.
I do enjoy the roller coaster of a life I've had and obviously I crave the adventure of it all but, I wonder where will this take me?
I mean, overall I'm a pretty happy person but at the same time I've go all this shit goin on in my head.
ponder ponder ponder.....
Wasn't planning on writing all this shit when I started but, there ya go
Yesterday was cool. Yesterday I really started to think that maybe I found what I was looking for in a job. Today is boring again.
Sometimes I really wish for once in my life I could stand still or stay someplace and be happy. I'm just never fuckin happy with my jobs. It's never enough. I change my whole life around to take one step closer and feel like I've got 5 more steps to take.
And yea, I am feeling a bit aggrivated right now.
I do enjoy the roller coaster of a life I've had and obviously I crave the adventure of it all but, I wonder where will this take me?
I mean, overall I'm a pretty happy person but at the same time I've go all this shit goin on in my head.
ponder ponder ponder.....
Wasn't planning on writing all this shit when I started but, there ya go
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gosh I feel like i should make brownies or something..they usually make things better..for a few minutes atleast. ummm..regular brownies..not the SPECIAL ones..they work too but...oh forget it..
[Edited on Apr 23, 2003]