Funeral's suck. So sad and depressing.
You told me that you want to die
I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky
You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those stars
Look at how goddamn ugly the stars are
It's one or another
Between a rope and a bottle
I can tell you're having trouble breathing
'Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
You'll always be in pain
You'll always feel this way
'Cause things they never work out right
the wrong way the lonely way
You'll always be in pain
You told me that the daylight burned you
and that the sunrise was enough to kill you
I said maybe you're a vampire
You said it's quite possible I feel truly dead inside
Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
You'll always be in pain
You'll always feel this way
Cause things they never work out right
the wrong way the lonely way
You'll always be in pain
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
You told me that you want to die
I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky
You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those stars
Look at how goddamn ugly the stars are
It's one or another
Between a rope and a bottle
I can tell you're having trouble breathing
'Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
You'll always be in pain
You'll always feel this way
'Cause things they never work out right
the wrong way the lonely way
You'll always be in pain
You told me that the daylight burned you
and that the sunrise was enough to kill you
I said maybe you're a vampire
You said it's quite possible I feel truly dead inside
Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
You'll always be in pain
You'll always feel this way
Cause things they never work out right
the wrong way the lonely way
You'll always be in pain
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
She felt bad that she was so nonchalant withyou on the horn earlier - she had no idea and felt horrible afterwards.....
Anyway - I'm not gonna pull your pud about any blah-blah-blah bullshit. You know the deal - and you signed on when you left the cushy $80K/yr job you had before we started all this crap. I told you, brother.... Shit happens and you can't fix it. Regardless of what you think is right, things go wrong and that's just "the deal".
You've been there for me and have given me similar advice - ................
I dunno, brutha, we'll see.............