I love this time off work. Haven't done hardly shit about packing or painting yet but I'm gonna get crackin on it now.
I'm gettin about a call a day from someone I haven't talked to in forever that is just callin to say goodbye and they can't believe what I'm gonna be doin blah, blah. How they even find out I have no idea. I guess the call is nice but WTF. If they really gave a shit they'd have responded to the times I tried to get ahold of them and kept in touch and been a friend over the years. Oh well, human nature for you.
I just want to get started in my new life. I grow weary of the old.
I have the worst time with relationships, in that I always think the grass in greener. I worry that I've been single for so long that maybe I'm not going to be able to be with someone else all the time. It's just, how do you know if you are "settling" or you are just fucked in the head and thinking there may be someone better out there. Fuck I don't know. I know I'm a bit messed in the head so, maybe that's my answer.
I'm gettin about a call a day from someone I haven't talked to in forever that is just callin to say goodbye and they can't believe what I'm gonna be doin blah, blah. How they even find out I have no idea. I guess the call is nice but WTF. If they really gave a shit they'd have responded to the times I tried to get ahold of them and kept in touch and been a friend over the years. Oh well, human nature for you.
I just want to get started in my new life. I grow weary of the old.
I have the worst time with relationships, in that I always think the grass in greener. I worry that I've been single for so long that maybe I'm not going to be able to be with someone else all the time. It's just, how do you know if you are "settling" or you are just fucked in the head and thinking there may be someone better out there. Fuck I don't know. I know I'm a bit messed in the head so, maybe that's my answer.
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Back to work i go.. :-(
Someone else is posting in your journal, at the exact moment I am posting in theirs, I might add... Uh huh...
Talk your primrose path bullshit now... LOL
* walks over and sucker-punches Jeff in the back of the head! BAM!!!! *
And you better stay down if you know what's good for you... LMMFAO
This is WACK!
What the hell am I doing... I am sitting here acting way retarted. I hear that little door opening sound that AIM makes when a friend signs on and I am like a motherfucking Ninja with a cobra strike on the mouse to see who it is... I gotta sign off this thing and go to the gym or something.
Love ya (mean it)
Mark