joyrider

i honestly have'nt begun my inward search, and still count on my compulsions, to sustain me. but they dead end, and the passion is gone, deteriorating into cheap thrills and moment by moment fixes, and alas...numb.

the 100th sg monkey will come if it has'nt already and the collective will be dilluted and cheapened...

im sometimes so thankful for the chinese, because of their lack of belief in the bible, or the koran,(at least for the most part) they help keep our collective conciessness from doing ourselves in. for now

Being the intensely aesthetically motivated girl that I am.. I think that i would be strongly inclined toward tantra approaches IF i didnt abhor the notion of organized and/or instititionalized (religious)belief. O.o

also. i am sad that it all seems like disappearances will be on the rise... i feel like i got here (here being sg) too late... meh.


xo!
-d.

the old man with the giant bag had a Javelin and then a 74 Camaro...I loved that car. I used to go down and just sit in it for hours when it was parked in the driveway. I used to have dreams of driving it and not knowing how so I would lose control of the car and crash..it was one of those re-occuring ones I had as a child.

As for the DNA, I SWEAR I was switched at birth with another twin cos mine's NOTHING like me...

metropolis is my favorite, as well.
\m/ for good taste!

I go by the same name on LJ. You?

excellent use of "tony's pizza"

me getting into shamanism...it's sort of bizarre actually I write on a poetry site and a guy on there who claimed himself to be a shaman he wrote me an email in which he which told me this dream sort of thing he had about a a problem I was having,...I was fascinated that he could know this so I looked up what a shaman is and I could really identify with it ...when I finally got around to writing the guy back about his religion I never got a reply cause he died the day I sent it ...I don't know it sort of jarred me into reality, and make me think what the fuck!!

ah yes thanks..and cool I'm not the only person interested in shamanism...you actually practice?

I think I've realized that "Current Events" isn't "Crossfire" or "McNeil-Lehrer" and will probably only participate if I'm feeling like raising some ire. I'm getting back to my roots and just enjoying the unmitigated titillation of looking hot naked girls and reading some journals. I do most of my own journalling and such on LJ now, so my one here's just for those little Tourettic spurts of genius that I get, er something like that.

I test as an INTP, btw.

dude. i wish that dream about beyonce could have been a shared experience. i want to get nasty with beyonce.

you have a piscean moon. me too.

(spits in your journal)
no no...it's a sign of respect.

i think i'm due for the 6 hour dune screening.

oh: get the book "heart of yoga" and, like mentioned on the previous page, "light on yoga". i can make you a yoga primer too.

i need to get back to yoga......
*tries to touch toes, lights cigarette*

hey man, happy new years.

yeah, things picked up on new years eve, but the events or lack of events the night before kinda fucked up the groove last night.

i bailed out early and made my way back to my friend's party and after months of interal debate, decided to start drinking

i figured it was about time

ha ha. I pump iron in a gym filled mostly with gay men while listening to bad piped-in trance music. heh...

my company is not a good reason to move to sf. i'm actually pretty anti-social and spend most of my time alone.

i do get out occasionally though.

In a parallel universe, I bet we're having a fucking blast.

I wish you'd sign on so I could say hi, and besides, I've got a question for ya.

Have fun driving around drunken assholes all night!

xo

....... it will be ok hunny..... escape in hip hop....

The boards are a waste of time. Mostly for juvenile pissing contests and people with no real ambition to do things with their life. (I mean, how can anybody justify spending so much time talking about nothing!)

I recently found out my brother is shooting up. It is just another reason for me to separate myself from my family, theyre a liability to me, and I cannot stop to help them anymore...it's keeping me from achieving my dreams.

I find that when I feel like shit about the world...being on this site really doesn't help me much. Go out and do something productive and enlightening. This site is neither, or. Read a book, watch an old Bogart movie or walk in a park...anything but sit in front of a computer commenting on brain cell destroying threads.