joyrider

all systems go. i will be roadtrippin to stumptown in 6 days. 1200 miles with my nihilist brother.

grand jct -> salt lake -> boise -> portland
we might head back through reno to seem my old crew. that would be rad.

portland people:
i *may* be ditching 2 futon mattresses, a coffee table, and a hideous green chair that once belonged to drewish....
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i didn't get the job! i don't have to turn them down now. this is good!

almost getting the job was good, too. i had to really look at being a pacifist again. if i'd got the job, and then rejected it, i could've lost my unemployment. that potentially could cause me all sorts of problems. the short of it is that an occasional crisis...
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i have an unwanted job interview tomorrow. i have no desire to be a security guard. yuk. i am very disinterested in weilding any kind of authority. i am even less-interested in having a badge and/or gun.

i think i am going to send my brother to the interview instead. we'll see.

in the meantime, i am going for a walk. i want to enjoy...
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re: last entry
okay, here's the big mystery - i referred to my friends list as "hipsters, artfags, intellectuals..." and something else that now escapes me. it's no big deal, since i get flak for being a hipster artfag raver hippie (though i don't see it - well, i do, but that's another entry) but since i was smoking weed i got THE FEAR and...
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i am going to avoid posting here while stoned in the future. that was just weird and unsettling.

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okay. i'm off to the store to buy tangerine juice + cherry tomatoes. cherry tomatoes fucking RULE right now. small and red and sweet. mmm.

META META META

my new replacement NASA album came today, promising a retro-future filled with bubble cars, cities in the sky, statues of buckminster fuller, and android sexbots. i am listening to it now, and scrubbing a weeks' worth of filth* from my mind. nothing gets the angst out like mindless, terminally un-hip un-selfconcious electropop.

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i accomplished many things:

- mailed pkgs to various people.
- listened to ravel's "piano concerto in g" and cried spontaneously.
- brushed my cat (wore hoodie and leather gloves - no injuries this time!)
- figured out my max bench press.
- pulled my right anterior cruciate ligament. ow.
- spent a lot of time in savasana.

i've been spending a lot of time...
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so for valentine's day i fixed the house wi-fi network. now i can sit in the aquarium room and watch the african river fish do their thing while i do my thing. neato.

i have been really bad about attending to "important life stuff" lately. i need to order checks and mail pkgs to penny and earplug.

i got a random email from a kid...
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i love the way trunk-twisting asanas squeeze my internal organs. makes me feel alive.

i've been obsessed with missy elliot for the last 72 hours. how long will it last?

late-night walks in february: diesel/cold air mixture sinus burn, arch support. counting # of monster trucks per block. ratio of homes with monster trucks to american flags + satellite dishes. joyful cat encounters. half-crazed barking...
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smite my enemies!