initially i wrote an angry rant about the inanity on the boards recently. then i realized that wasn't really an issue for me. what's with the "who here can suck their own dick?" thread? creepy.
speaking of which:
i woke up this morning to my prodigal brother smoking meth. he was standing in the hallway, sucking on a glass dick, his head blurry behind bluegrey vapors. god, i hate what that shit does to people. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
i feel coiled up and filled with black hateful kinetic energy sludge. i am going to isolate myself and hope it passes soon. i don't like these black moods that settle over me; i am thankful that they don't come so often anymore.
speaking of which:
i woke up this morning to my prodigal brother smoking meth. he was standing in the hallway, sucking on a glass dick, his head blurry behind bluegrey vapors. god, i hate what that shit does to people. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
i feel coiled up and filled with black hateful kinetic energy sludge. i am going to isolate myself and hope it passes soon. i don't like these black moods that settle over me; i am thankful that they don't come so often anymore.
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I recently found out my brother is shooting up. It is just another reason for me to separate myself from my family, theyre a liability to me, and I cannot stop to help them anymore...it's keeping me from achieving my dreams.
I find that when I feel like shit about the world...being on this site really doesn't help me much. Go out and do something productive and enlightening. This site is neither, or. Read a book, watch an old Bogart movie or walk in a park...anything but sit in front of a computer commenting on brain cell destroying threads.