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Saturday May 22, 2004

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food poisoning sucks.

i spent last night retching so hard that i gave myself a bloody nose and burst a bunch of capillaries around my eyes. i didn't end up with shiners, but i do look a bit like an under-ripe zombie. i tried to take some pics, but my camera can't pick up the fine details. ah well.

my head has been a mess lately. too many thoughts coming too fast for processing. i go slow by nature - i do not rush. when my head filters are broken i get panicky and confused. when i was younger that feeling would magnify itself into the occasional panic attack. i felt that happening today . i was on my break at work, and an earthquake opened up under me - blue skies, no warning. i breathed deeply and counted ants until it went away. i will remember that trick.
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starisea:
Ugh! Deepest condolences on the sneak attack food poisoning, and thoughts of love and strength to get you through the lonely times. *squish with extra starlight*

Thank you for your always amusing and often inspiring comments. They always make my day glow that much brighter. love biggrin love

PS~ puddletown unagi tastes like the Rose Gardens smell . . . just like heaven.

edited to add: bramble destruction although devastating has also inspired a rush of flow and movement in a southeasterly direction. A much needed change. There is an old house with an amazing space calling to me. I just need to find it, and I know that I will in the proper time.

[Edited on May 27, 2004 8:19PM]
May 27, 2004
cellosoul:
What is jr up to and how is his heart? These are my 2 questions for jr.
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Jun 2, 2004

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