i like my family:
5 minutes ago, a big black unexpected jeep pulled up on my parents' lawn. the passenger side door opened, and my estranged brother threw me a baggie full of sticky weed. he grins, tells me something about a crack house but i don't understand him, flips me off, and drives away.
last night i was up until 6am with my other brother. we talked about night terrors and enlightenment. siddartha was tempted my mara's armies, jesus was tempted in the wilderness by satan... i don't think i'm in any danger of enlightenment, nor is he, but fuck-all if we don't both have weird OBE and twisted dreams. the other night he got stuck in a nested dream...each time he forced himself to wake up he found himself in another dream. that happened 5 times before he managed to pull himself out of it. i told him if he ended up catatonic some day i would take care of him.
5 minutes ago, a big black unexpected jeep pulled up on my parents' lawn. the passenger side door opened, and my estranged brother threw me a baggie full of sticky weed. he grins, tells me something about a crack house but i don't understand him, flips me off, and drives away.
last night i was up until 6am with my other brother. we talked about night terrors and enlightenment. siddartha was tempted my mara's armies, jesus was tempted in the wilderness by satan... i don't think i'm in any danger of enlightenment, nor is he, but fuck-all if we don't both have weird OBE and twisted dreams. the other night he got stuck in a nested dream...each time he forced himself to wake up he found himself in another dream. that happened 5 times before he managed to pull himself out of it. i told him if he ended up catatonic some day i would take care of him.
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i had a wierd dream recently, a bad one that i kept waking up from but couldn't seem to get out of... i had to make a very strong concsious effort to remove myself from it. but the strong scorpio influence should be waning off soon. i'm trying to take advantage of it, and reform or learn to accept the darkness it has been showing me so clearly... like picking a path through a dangerous wilderness by the flare of each individual lightning bolt.