jowzi

so i just had the shittest nite of the year. how funny is it when you are down and out and the only person you think can help you get happy again makes you even regret thinking that thought in the first place. i walked in the rain from my cities niteclub scene (thats glamming it up way to much) to where my r.t.b was staying supposedley, hoping to end the nite on a high after such a low and arrive to be told he's still at another party so i got a lift with a guy who's house my boi was staying at and halfway home we run out of petrol diverting back into the city and left towalk again in the rain the same distance i did like 30 mins ago....when we arrive for the second time i find him standing with some other chic, his arms around her and this ratty girl wearing his best atreyu hoodie.....boo hoo couldnt believe it this boi sucs.... and now i have a shitty cold from the rain... and i feel like such a fool....

jowzi.e.