jovana

last few days = hell. flew to new york on a plane FULL of children....they were running up and down the isle , touching me, bunping me....after awhile i started just hitting them. they stopped. got in, missed the train (trains hate me) so we waited for an hour and while i was reading my father missed the next traind. so i said, "fuck this" and left my father at the train station and got a hotel. ahhhh, sweet rest. only to be awoken by construction going on outside my room at 6inthefuckingmorning. meh. finally gotto my grandma's this afternoon. have spent the say dealing with my innane father and senile grandmother. i love her tho and its nice that my visits make her happy but sweet mother family drives me insane. of course, the insanity could be attributed to my lack of effexor for 2 days! its made me fairly manic. thank god i finally refilled my perscription today. i go home on sunday tho so its not too bad, and then i become an ohio girl in less then a week. so so soon.....its nice to have something to look forward too. i need to take a few moments every time i get so stressy to remember all i have to be happy for....