The night grew late as she lay there on the floor Reflecting back on what had just happened. How did she get to this point in what she thought was only a game? Just a mind game thats all she thought it was screamed in her head.
You thought you had control, said the voice that now rang loud in her ear.
She could not...
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You thought you had control, said the voice that now rang loud in her ear.
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OK, so I am completely and uterly unhappy with myself... Depression is a bitch... I need a workout partner like now... I have to get in shape bad... That is what is depressing me... maybe I should start the coke diet. or maybe not.. SOMETHING or SOMEONE drag me to the fucking gym or something... i cant take it.. I have 4 mos to be...
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painted_lady:
NO COKE DIET!!!! If I must I'll go with you....CALL ME!
damnedinshadows:
Just make yourself....during the times when you feel lazy and tired, just grab your shoes and leave. Easier said than done, but sometimes when you don't feel like it the most is when youget the most motivation. Good Luck.
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painted_lady:
BUHAHAHAHAHA!!! I broke the window again...
obliviousfocus:
you really need to get out more hahaha
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damnedinshadows:
Your new profile pic looks cool. Thanks for the photo tip....I appreciate it.
ilektra:
Yeah that lamp is the shit... I want one too!!
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painted_lady:
I love desk!!!
traumaticd:
I love desk to!!!!!........whats desk?????????
Well fuck my ass and colour me pink. 
ok so I am sitting here thinking damn I am really fucking tired.... but from what nothin. Yeah that mess of bags with clothes coming out of them that I used to travel with is still on the floor... and it needs to get picked up by like NOW. but do I have the modivation to go...
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ok so I am sitting here thinking damn I am really fucking tired.... but from what nothin. Yeah that mess of bags with clothes coming out of them that I used to travel with is still on the floor... and it needs to get picked up by like NOW. but do I have the modivation to go...
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hopey:
So, let's go out this weekend huh?
Like old times. Though, it's much too hot for monkeys lately.
Like old times. Though, it's much too hot for monkeys lately.
hopey:
Yeti jesus agress
I am back...... sat night drinky night
nivoldoog:
Sweet.... Everynight drinky night, or morning, afternoon... brunch. Its all good. But saturday hopfully better company 
Where ya wanna go, so i can start looking for ride now.
Where ya wanna go, so i can start looking for ride now.
damnedinshadows:
heh, I've seen that pic before, thanks.........
Ok, I get back on thursday........ and i am bring my friend with me.... but So she feels welcomed I am goning to probably get a welcome home party going oh BOOZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111one one one. which means fri or sat night Peeps... we have to go out...
then Umbra gets back.... and more Booze.
then Umbra gets back.... and more Booze.
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nivoldoog:
Cant wait... any reason to booze is a good one. OOh by the way, Im lil billy, the new guy. Cant wait to meet ya.
ilektra:
*must start preparing myself and requesting days off.... not the actual day, but the following for recovery purposes.
San Diego, totally rocking... I love it here and dont ever want to leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But went to gen con in INDY and had a fucking blast... drank way to much and didnt sober up till sunday day on the plane back... yes I meet some really fucking rad people..
last night when i got back to san diego i got dragged to the mudvanne show...
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But went to gen con in INDY and had a fucking blast... drank way to much and didnt sober up till sunday day on the plane back... yes I meet some really fucking rad people..
last night when i got back to san diego i got dragged to the mudvanne show...
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ilektra:
About damn time... I'm leaving again here soon myself... so hurry up and get back.
So realizing I havnt updated in forever... So yeah I am in San Diego now and remembering how much I loved this place. I do miss all my peeps in Hawaii. anyways getting ready to go to gen-con in indy on the 17-21s... oh well I will update later...
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akira069:
SD's a cool place
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christinarenee:
miss you
miss you
...my sinuses are fucking fucked from the smoke in the clubs last night... do you think it is possible to be allergic to cigerette smoke????