- On Losing Ben
He was trouble from the start. All you showed was forgiveness and patience. The moment your great, but one, folley surfaces, he leaves you. He is the one that is fucking with love. Use this to motivate yourself, achieve what you thought impossible the moment your life changed at 16, and feel safe with yourself before you ever trust anyone ever again to feel safe with.
Youre job is one of the only things that keeps you sane amongst the unsureity and lack of support in your last relations and unruly lifestyle. You have drawn on social weaknesses and sexisms and used it for your own empowerment and gain in uncountable ways. Men will try to tear it down but you must prove resilient, and it will hurt, but its rightious civil-soical disobiedience. Dont acquiesce to comfort but use each heartbreak to further fuel your ambition, restlessness, and hunger for more to become salient from other women, and persons with your narrative, misfortune and spoiled brat mentality turned disciplined illegal ciphine. You love and are easily loved, it will come again and fade and return and consider it a personal protest each time you are left because of the lies and denial of womens autonomous sexual seperations and governance.
Oh, so philisophically bull-headed the both of us. How can we love eachother so much and manage to dismiss one another on these grounds...so casually. The price of pseudo intellectualism.
He was trouble from the start. All you showed was forgiveness and patience. The moment your great, but one, folley surfaces, he leaves you. He is the one that is fucking with love. Use this to motivate yourself, achieve what you thought impossible the moment your life changed at 16, and feel safe with yourself before you ever trust anyone ever again to feel safe with.
Youre job is one of the only things that keeps you sane amongst the unsureity and lack of support in your last relations and unruly lifestyle. You have drawn on social weaknesses and sexisms and used it for your own empowerment and gain in uncountable ways. Men will try to tear it down but you must prove resilient, and it will hurt, but its rightious civil-soical disobiedience. Dont acquiesce to comfort but use each heartbreak to further fuel your ambition, restlessness, and hunger for more to become salient from other women, and persons with your narrative, misfortune and spoiled brat mentality turned disciplined illegal ciphine. You love and are easily loved, it will come again and fade and return and consider it a personal protest each time you are left because of the lies and denial of womens autonomous sexual seperations and governance.
Oh, so philisophically bull-headed the both of us. How can we love eachother so much and manage to dismiss one another on these grounds...so casually. The price of pseudo intellectualism.
Peace joubee
I fucking hate that part.