was talking to my ex yesterday on the internet.... this is bad i am still majorly in love with him but i know that he will never feel as much for me as I do for him. Plus he's still with a girl called Dizzy who used to be a bouncer and has the figure to go with that occupation, although there relationship is breaking down she's still not one to mess with. Ah well!!, was at the swimming pool last night with the canoe club, i was on fire!! my play boating is improving so much. Its the teifi tour next week which is basically where all the uni clubs get together in a field and then run the rivers during the day and then get pissed and stoned in a marquee at the nights. I really need to get some paraffin for my fire poi and maybe some glow sticks for my practice poi (incase i get to drunk to play with fire) Its gonna be a fantastic weekend!!!!!