I just want to preface this post with a few things. First, I love my family, they gave me life and made me what I am today. While I may not be perfect, I don't know if I'd want to be anything than me... minus a few pounds. Second, it's been said that when a girl looks at the way a man treats his mother, she sees how he'll treat her. I can't stress enough how big of an exception my case is to that. My mother beat the shit out of me as a kid, and a couple times as an adult. She steals from me, she's never been out for my greater good, unless it benefitted her in some way, and she sleeps around the way I'd expect a preacher's 15 year old daughter, not a 54 year old woman with children in the house. She also went Christmas shopping at CVS starting at age 15. I had an 11 year old brother who was mighty dissapointed at the shaving cream and deoderant in his stocking. Same for birthdays. Finally, it's quite a bitchy emo post, so if anyone doesn't read it and only comments on how I want to get a job bouncing at a strip club, I won't mind one bit. This is just one of those off the chest things I need to do right now.
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Ok, I went in to El Factory de Cheese-o Cake-o and found out that the management staff there doesn't even know how to read. It seems the manager in charge of hiring couldn't quite figure out the complexities of dialing the telephone and getting a reference, so now I have to wait until Monday for him to call me back. (I told him times that everyone would be there tomorrow [Thursday] and he said that they'd be getting busy with getting ready for the weekend and all... whatever). I have 40 dollars or so to my name. I've already sold my x-box, gameboy, accompanying software and hardware for both systems, and half my DVD's just so that I could pay Janet whatever it is that she feels I owe her. (I'd just like to know that why, if you can't afford your share of 1500 in rent, will my 200 dollars make a difference? Then, after me selling everything I hold dear [I haven't been without a gameboy in... oh... 15 years] you take the money and buy wine and dinner for yourself) If I don't start work next week, then my TV and the other half of my DVD's are next to go. It's always good to take your stuff to trade in and they decide that they'll give you 15 dollars for the entire 4 seasons of Futurama but you have no choice but to take it... right up the ass.
I've got a porno store and five strip clubs in the area though, I'll be seeing if I can't get a job at any of those on Friday. Tomorrow I have to clean since Janet decided to give the landlords permission to come in while everyone's gone.
I think I may need to get out of this place sooner than I had thought before. She uses my mail to write notes about her hundred or so boyfriends, she uses me as an excuse when she fucks up or doesn't want to do something (I'm sorry Random Guy, I can't go out with you tonight, my no good mooching son needs to use the car), she bitches when I'm on the computer to use it, then bitches as soon as I get settled down to watch TV to put on "Something normal" (meaning not cartoons) then fucking FALLS ASLEEP and snores on the couch that she just kicked me off of because "We never get to watch what she wants". Whatever, she won't call the cable guy to hook up the connection in my room (who won't come if I call cause my name's not on the bill), so I'm stuck playing musical chairs to keep up with whatever she wants to do whenever she wants.
Not to mention that I haven't even seen The Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy yet. I may just trade in all my ten bucks in change and go see it and sneak into Star Wars next week.
And she leaves at 5 in the morning on Friday for 3 weeks. I just have to survive one more whole day. Then it's just the matter of surviving the 3 weeks without money for food. I borrowed 3000 from my dad for a car, she took 1200. The best part was that she asked me if I'll be all set for food while she's gone, to which she replied "Well, you should have asked your father for more money then".
Can I move in with any of you?