Young MC, why do your lyrics dictate my life.
"You've got no money,
You've got no car,
You've got no woman...
So there you are."
How true that rings... I am indeed here.
I need money. Not just like an extra 60 bucks here and there, but some serious coinage. Did you know I did my 7th grade science project on mutagenic occurances in human genetics? 7th FUCKING GRADE. Who came in first? The kid who's dad owns the largest race track in the north east. I was accepted to Harvard and Cambridge, however, can't afford 4,000 a year, let alone 34,000 plus rent, plus bills, plus books, plus travel, plus expenses.
I had a discussion with my mother today. I told her about how I was sick of dealing with the spoiled offspring of the members at the Country Club I work at and how if they had to work for stuff instead of having it handed to them, they wouldn't survive the week. She told me that it was my fault I am running food in a kitchen instead of heading off to grad school this year. Seems I didn't apply to enough scolarships when I was a senior in high school. I then told her she was fucking insane. Sorry Ma, I didn't know that I was only a 200 dollar Doritos scollarship away from having my 132,000 dollar college career completely taken care of.
In any case. my point to the last two paragraphs is that I'm too fucking smart to be running food for 8 bucks an hour. Which is why being broke all the time hurts that much more. I want a better car (scratch that, I just want A car)... nothing extravagant, 15,000 would send me away with the car of my dreams. I am going to Las Vegas next July. My brother's 21st birthday. I want to take him to the Moonlight Bunny Ranch while I'm out there. I know its 8 hours away, so we make it a 2 day event. So, this trip is looking like its going to cost me about 8 grand. I'm going to have to move in November. My lease is up and they have my place ready to go to someone else. There's at least 3 grand I'm going to need in the next 3.5 months or so. I'm so boned.
I'm also very very lonely. I haven't spoken to anyone in 2 days. I was stood up for my date tonight. That makes 2 times I've been blown off since moving down here in 4 months or so. I have a question for you ladies out there... Why make a date if you have no intention on keeping it. I'm so sick of the position I'm in, although its a million times better than back in MA. So things are looking up in the worst way possible.
"You've got no money,
You've got no car,
You've got no woman...
So there you are."
How true that rings... I am indeed here.
I need money. Not just like an extra 60 bucks here and there, but some serious coinage. Did you know I did my 7th grade science project on mutagenic occurances in human genetics? 7th FUCKING GRADE. Who came in first? The kid who's dad owns the largest race track in the north east. I was accepted to Harvard and Cambridge, however, can't afford 4,000 a year, let alone 34,000 plus rent, plus bills, plus books, plus travel, plus expenses.
I had a discussion with my mother today. I told her about how I was sick of dealing with the spoiled offspring of the members at the Country Club I work at and how if they had to work for stuff instead of having it handed to them, they wouldn't survive the week. She told me that it was my fault I am running food in a kitchen instead of heading off to grad school this year. Seems I didn't apply to enough scolarships when I was a senior in high school. I then told her she was fucking insane. Sorry Ma, I didn't know that I was only a 200 dollar Doritos scollarship away from having my 132,000 dollar college career completely taken care of.
In any case. my point to the last two paragraphs is that I'm too fucking smart to be running food for 8 bucks an hour. Which is why being broke all the time hurts that much more. I want a better car (scratch that, I just want A car)... nothing extravagant, 15,000 would send me away with the car of my dreams. I am going to Las Vegas next July. My brother's 21st birthday. I want to take him to the Moonlight Bunny Ranch while I'm out there. I know its 8 hours away, so we make it a 2 day event. So, this trip is looking like its going to cost me about 8 grand. I'm going to have to move in November. My lease is up and they have my place ready to go to someone else. There's at least 3 grand I'm going to need in the next 3.5 months or so. I'm so boned.
I'm also very very lonely. I haven't spoken to anyone in 2 days. I was stood up for my date tonight. That makes 2 times I've been blown off since moving down here in 4 months or so. I have a question for you ladies out there... Why make a date if you have no intention on keeping it. I'm so sick of the position I'm in, although its a million times better than back in MA. So things are looking up in the worst way possible.