josev

I just had an awful dream. I was working, on a TV commercial as usual. And as usual it was crazy and everyone was running around stressed out. I was no exception, feeling the pressure, anxious with that tight knot in the gut that comes from stress. I felt as if I would vomit at any moment. But then I awoke. I could feel my mosquito net brushing up against my face. I opened my eyes and saw the ornate carvings on my hotel room door. I jumped out of bed and ran outside to the little veranda outside my room, my heart still racing, my gut still churning. I sat and forced myself to breath and be still. I listened, and inhaled. All at once I could hear the songbirds of the forest, the morning call of the rooster. I could smell the trees, the flowers and the not so distant coast. As I fully drank it all in I laughed and realized that im here, in Bali. I made it! and its more beautiful than I could have ever imagined. I clasped my hands and said a quiet prayer. Thank the gods for this place. Then I thanked myself for coming here




Amo, pax, lux.