josephene

Excsue my drunk rambling, just got back from a night of wining with my favorite little flower and as she's finishing up some work for her work stuff on monday, I thought I would sit for a spell and write to you, my friends, about discovery. I don't speak of discovery in a sense of new and exciting things, I speak in the terms of disrespect. One thing you have to absolutely understand about me, disrespect isn't an option. Some may think me to be judgmental, some may think it's unfair, but it is what it is. Disrespect isn't acceptable on any level. I'll respect you for as long as you respect me, case closed. So, to find that someone has been taking my sympathy and heavy heart into their life of deceit doesn't sit well with me. I look at my surroudings and see my friends and wonder how someone of this caliber managed to live among them and their darkness never be discovered. Beware of those who play their hand as the victim, for it is those who are the most likely to deceive. I find myself hurt, mad and spiteful. Feeling sorrow for an ignorant, trusting soul I never thought I would. Live your life as you must, but don't enforce your lies upon me and pretend all is well because of it. I know your secrets. Life has an interesting way of throwing you a curve ball at the most inopportune times, it's what to do while I'm at plate, that has me perplexed. Perhaps after another bottle of wine, the answer will become clear.