josephene

I tossed, I turned...I tossed, I turned...I called my Gram.

Last night, the thoughts racing through my head wouldn't stop long enough for me to sneak in a couple hours of sleep. The questions. The answerless questions haunt.

"What bullshit!! Get over it already!!"
it's what I want to scream at myself

There are two aspects of my life that I don't talk to my Gram about...just for her peace of mind. No need to worry a worrier. But I needed her words last night, needed her reassurance, and finally relaxed enough to sleep. She's such a gift, and continues to surprise me with her level of understanding and support.

Today I feel much better. Resolve is a wonderful thing.

You can dress me up in diamonds...
You can dress me up in dirt...
You can throw me like a line, man
I like it better when it hurts.


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QUESTION: Best gift Santa ever brought you...?