...without pain we may never feel truly alive.
Words are pushing their way out of me today, trying to find a way to win the race. Reality says, they won't have the chance. Rationality, even in the most sincere form, has no place in midst of an emotional heart.
So, I'll mute the TV, until I can listen without the hunt for hidden meanings. Watch with appreciation of what exists instead of longing for what does not. And participate with the ability to give myself free of expectation or obligation.
Within the worried eyes that reflect my heart, my past, and the responsibility in my future...I found myself falling off the ledge of stability. A raw heart bleeds the most. It wasn't the cause, only a factor. Limitations is easily the ultimate proverbial 4-letter word in my vocabulary.
Rest assured...this is a fleeting moment in time. My heart will once again make sense to me tomorrow. For right now it's work and family...my two strongest pillars.
Tomorrow...
Words are pushing their way out of me today, trying to find a way to win the race. Reality says, they won't have the chance. Rationality, even in the most sincere form, has no place in midst of an emotional heart.
So, I'll mute the TV, until I can listen without the hunt for hidden meanings. Watch with appreciation of what exists instead of longing for what does not. And participate with the ability to give myself free of expectation or obligation.
Within the worried eyes that reflect my heart, my past, and the responsibility in my future...I found myself falling off the ledge of stability. A raw heart bleeds the most. It wasn't the cause, only a factor. Limitations is easily the ultimate proverbial 4-letter word in my vocabulary.
Rest assured...this is a fleeting moment in time. My heart will once again make sense to me tomorrow. For right now it's work and family...my two strongest pillars.
Tomorrow...
*cough*