josephene

I live within the beautiful disaster of my existence. Salvation living within secrets, veiled from the outside world. Striving for palliation, I found my life complacent, when seeing it through your eyes. Through the destruction, I sought you out. You appeared, as if manifesting yourself out of thin air. Believing the unbelievable, your teaching, only visible through the reflection that I'm too scared to see. The part of me that wants to surrender into you, is the same part, terrified of the outcome. Terrified of taking that leap, and terrified of never feeling the connection with another human being that I feel with you. Terrified of you, my beautiful disaster.