josephadam

I think I'm going to go get a new tattoo today.... Mitte sectari, rosa quo locorum sera moretur......Translated it says: Stop looking for the place where a late rose may yet linger.... basically don't look to your past for your happiness

I miss sex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss everything about sex, I miss the gentle bite on the collarbone, I miss the feel of thighs pressing against my head, I miss the whimpers, moans, groans, screams, and the repeated FUCK FUCK FUCK. If I don't find a girl Im going to get carpel tunnel syndrome from masturabtion... I love to feel the warmth and wetness, I love when...
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Just wanted to say hi to everyone... I've been working like 70 hours a week and haven't had time to be on or do much of anything for that matter...hope all is well with all my sg friends... talk to you later

So i attempted to shoot my first sb set tonight....some pics turned out ok...but I def need someone behind the camera other then me...its a bitch setting the timer and trying to get into pose...I'm hunting for a photographer starting tomorrow

So Becki's been calling...she knows she fucked up and she wants me back....somehow I feel a little bad about the fact that I told her no.... I still have feelings for her, but its not enough.... I feel I deserve better then what she did, and her feeling bad about it does not justify her actions. Its kinda funny, at one point I didn't feel...
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so....I want to do a sb set....I need some ideas and a photographer...anyone got any ideas?????

Ok....so i'm pretty sure we've all been dumped at one point or another. It happens to the best of us...but who dumps somebody by text??? I mean seriously, were all adults and if you can't handle a face to face talk or at the very least a phone call mabey you shouldn't be dating. I'm taking a break from women after this... everything seemed to...
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You've come to me once more with tears in your eyes, speaking of love while you feed me your lies. You press your lips to mine in a painful kiss...oh how can I resist your tainted bliss? You say you're sorry you hurt me and you know you were wrong, but excuse me haven't you already sung that song? You say you've changed and this...
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Well.... like so many other's I've decided to give up on the sg thing....I'm gonna take some time to try and change the things I don't like about myself.... I have a poor self image and I want to change that....hopefully I'll get to keep in contact with my friends from here.... I'll miss you guys/gals....and I'll try to keep in touch through email and...
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I'm starting to realize how much I enjoy the simple things in life

My favorite jack johnson song playing when I'm sad
A smile from my favorite girl in chat
The warm sun on my face while I lazily stare at clouds
Chai tea
A good book
The sound of rain while I drift off to sleep
My little sister telling me she loves me...
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