josephadam

Just a little weekend update from yours truely.... I went to go see Bridge to Terabithia, this was my favorite book as a child and like most movies that are made from books the book is far superior. But it did trigger emotions that a movie hasn't done in a while.... I cried like a baby.... yeah yeah I know. I can't help it I'm...
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Another day another bitch session. I hurt my back about 2 weeks ago at work and I've been off since then... sitting home and doing nothing sounds like fun but dear god all I want to do is go back to work. And the other thing is, for those that know me, you know I spend a great deal of time at the gym..... I'm...
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I'm having a moral dilema.... I can get laid it seems at will, but I've withheld this whole year with one exception. The thing is, is that I don't want to just have sex, I want a girlfriend.... but somehow I can't get it right.... I need to get laid but I don't want it to be some random chick.... but my convictions are wilting.......
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So my ex popped up on my messanger list tonight... we haven't talked in months... I hope its longer next time. It hurt just to see her face... my chest felt tight just talking to her and then she tries to tell me about her new bf.... why in the fuck does she thinks I would give 2 fucks about him. The last thing I...
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Yay!!!!!!! I bought a new car, I got a 2002 Grand prix gt.... not the best car in the world but a hell of a lot better then the piece of crap I was driving. Now I"m not embarrased to drive my vehicle and I don't have to worry if im going to arrive at my destination or get home, lol... and thats about it

Just a little hello from my corner of the world, I know I haven't been on much lately, I've been dealing with a lot of shit and just kinda felt like hiding for a while... but I'm doing better and I'll be on more... talk to you all later

Yeah so I guess I'm an ass.... I was out at the bar and one of my friends tells me that she was hanging out with my cousins girlfriend and she was bragging about how she doens't have sex with him and their not together she only hangs out with him to get stuff.... So I tell my cousin what I was told and the...
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I'm gone for the week kid's, talk to you fiday

I haven't posted in a while...Nothing much new...Got a new girl, her name's staci, she's really sweet, I hope I don't fuck it up like I usually do... I have a habit that I think a lot people have, I compare what I've got to what I used to have, and to be quite honest I don't think anybody is ever going to live up...
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Hiding in the darkness in fear of the light, I huddle in the corner shivering in the cold of the night. To afraid to show myself in fear my scars will show through, scared that if I unmask myself you'll reject me too. So I veil the pain behind blue eyes and refuse to let them cry. And so I smile and face the day,...
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In my dreams a woman appeared to me, she was as beautiful as a summer sunset. She was dressed in a white dress made of lace that gave her a look of purity. Her eyes were as blue as the waters of the caribean, the rapidly glanced from one thing to another never focusing in on one thing for very long... as if everything was...
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