joscelyne

I'm doomed for a miracle. I'm waiting for a sign.

Sometimes I feel like Spider-Man, in the way that no matter what he does, no matter how he tries to help, someone will always get hurt.

"With great power comes great responsibility."

Except that I have no power. All it seems like I have is the ability to hurt those closest to me. I know I'm not evil, and I know there's only so much I can do...and that really irks me because while it's comforting that almost none of this lies in my hands, I almost wish I could fix it with just one swift wave of my arm or something.

I loathe this with every f i b e r of my being.