joscelyne

I need to go bra shopping right now. But none of the female friends are available. Or they're not calling me back. Sometimes I think no one wants to hang out with me because I don't have a car and they feel like I'm using them for rides. I wanted to take a bus to the mall so I could get a new bra. I wasn't even going to ask for any rides anywhere. I was going to say I'd meet them wherever. And then sometimes I think maybe they think I'm really annoying and that they all have better things to do anyway. The girls I hang out with are usually co-workers and we have conflicting work schedules, so we don't get to hang out anyway.

I just got mooned by my boyfriend. That's funny, but it's not what I need right now. I wish he didn't have to work right now so he could go with me. Even if he doesn't make much of a girl friend.

I'm off tomorrow and Saturday, but I work on Sunday. I hope I find someone to go bra-shopping with, even if all of us have no money right now. I have to get out of here. But I don't want to do it alone.