So I went from filling out 57 applications (and no call backs) to 3 job offers today. I am excited i might be a property manager for a big reality company.
So things are looking up.
I am thinking of changing my in house network. Higher gain attenna, Different location of Router. Better coverage, better connection.
I am an uber geek. I plug the laptop...
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So things are looking up.
I am thinking of changing my in house network. Higher gain attenna, Different location of Router. Better coverage, better connection.
I am an uber geek. I plug the laptop...
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the true question is......Who cares?
I am not allowed to be sad, about losing a partner? about losing a room mate? about losing a friend? I am not allowed to be happy. I am ultra fucking stressed out.
I want Stephanie. I want her to love me, like i love her. I want her to marry me, have children, be happy. For me knowing my...
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I am not allowed to be sad, about losing a partner? about losing a room mate? about losing a friend? I am not allowed to be happy. I am ultra fucking stressed out.
I want Stephanie. I want her to love me, like i love her. I want her to marry me, have children, be happy. For me knowing my...
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genevalw:
no..you need therapy....if u really want to keep it open that's fine with me....if you want to meet people go ahead George...I cannot offer you that kind of commitment and security right now.
genevalw:
ok...its not a matter of waiting George.....and therapy isn't supposed to be something I go to to make me decide I want to be with you.
I am a fool. I am in love with someone who is in love with someone else. But may love me as well. Who knows
I hate me,
you all should too.
Or maybe it is just my mood.
I hate me,
you all should too.
Or maybe it is just my mood.
genevalw:
Don't rely on me to be happy. Good luck today! 
Well it is 80 outside. I love SpazzySpry And the idea of her with anyone else makes me nuts. While we lay in bed last night she stroked my hair, and i told her i wanted to spend the rest of my days with her. She is all i want, all I need. With her I am complete.
Plus she has a cute butt
Plus she has a cute butt
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annisa:
thanx
your awesome!
your awesome!
genevalw:
awww...I missed naked gay boys???
Blah, who cares.
I do't know why i am not supposed to be jealous when the person i love (who loves me) is happy her ex may want her back. And would go back to him if he made all the right words come out.
now it is 70+ degrees and i don't want to leave the house
I do't know why i am not supposed to be jealous when the person i love (who loves me) is happy her ex may want her back. And would go back to him if he made all the right words come out.
now it is 70+ degrees and i don't want to leave the house
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genevalw:
kisses!
She rolled over and cuddled with me last night.
Something so simple, has made my week! I think i have a job again. That and my ebay stuff has been selling well. I am staying afloat for right now.
She and I are so natural together. We are both taking steps to make our lives better.
Reading memoirs of a Geisha. Amazing book. I need...
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Something so simple, has made my week! I think i have a job again. That and my ebay stuff has been selling well. I am staying afloat for right now.
She and I are so natural together. We are both taking steps to make our lives better.
Reading memoirs of a Geisha. Amazing book. I need...
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annisa:
hey stranger, what's been going on lately?
genevalw:
you should just want me to be happy.....that should be what is most important...it kinda hurts that you would rather I get crushed///
I am sitting here she is packing up.
She is mad at me because I care too much. I have been asked to not even speak to her. I guess everyone was right. I am a bad person, I am a fool. I am staying home tonight. I kind of hope I don't wake up tomorrow.
But if i do. I will be stronger. I...
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She is mad at me because I care too much. I have been asked to not even speak to her. I guess everyone was right. I am a bad person, I am a fool. I am staying home tonight. I kind of hope I don't wake up tomorrow.
But if i do. I will be stronger. I...
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So I am sitting here. My relationship seems in question all of a sudden. I think every relationship has ups and downs. the patience to wait out the downs helps the ups feel all the better. but that is a lesson i learned over time.
My parents never had money in their early life. They worked hard, and had patience. And now they have a...
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My parents never had money in their early life. They worked hard, and had patience. And now they have a...
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genevalw:
I don't want anyone to get hurt.....you truly are my best friend.....and we both want the same things from a relationship, but I am not entirely sure that is how I feel towards you....I am not keeping you as a placeholder, that you should know by now...and as far as the money thing...I don't expect you to provide for me...ummm...hellooo...lets look at the way things are working now. I like living with you...its awesomely fun....I think we get along well...but I am not sure I feel romantically towards you...sometimes its fun to be flirty and playful....but that is wearing thin right now. Hope this doesn't piss you off.
strigoimort:
Thanks! 
Ever feel that something isn't right with a friend, but when you ask they refuse to talk about it? that's where i am at.
i try hard to make my bestfriend happy. she means the world to me. but i feel she isn't happy with me.
I am not a smart man, not that great looking, and i don't have a lot. But everything i...
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i try hard to make my bestfriend happy. she means the world to me. but i feel she isn't happy with me.
I am not a smart man, not that great looking, and i don't have a lot. But everything i...
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tripleb_doom:
all the time
and yeah i second the helpless feeling
but i add feelig burnt out and listless to the mix
and yeah i second the helpless feeling
but i add feelig burnt out and listless to the mix
Dearly beloved
We are gathered here today
2 get through this thing called life
Electric word life
It means forever and that's a mighty long time
But I'm here 2 tell u
There's something else
The afterworld
A world of never ending happiness
U can always see the sun, day or night
So when u call up that shrink in Beverly Hills
U know the...
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We are gathered here today
2 get through this thing called life
Electric word life
It means forever and that's a mighty long time
But I'm here 2 tell u
There's something else
The afterworld
A world of never ending happiness
U can always see the sun, day or night
So when u call up that shrink in Beverly Hills
U know the...
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genevalw:
hey I happen to have a big shoe size.....and that hurt my feelings....