Well, steph left me.
Because I am broke, Because I am an asshole, Because I am worthless. (all her words to describe me)
She hates me, And why not. who's to say she is wrong.
So here i am again, facing my biggest fear. Being alone.
I am scared of this, I won't sleep now, I won't eat now. The biggest fears in my life...
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Because I am broke, Because I am an asshole, Because I am worthless. (all her words to describe me)
She hates me, And why not. who's to say she is wrong.
So here i am again, facing my biggest fear. Being alone.
I am scared of this, I won't sleep now, I won't eat now. The biggest fears in my life...
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So Got paid, Startted dreading the bills. Now I am miserable. When All i need to do is refactor all of the bills. to work in my favor. Not paying stuff til i absolutley need to.
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genevalw:
I don't know what to say George...but when you don't have money I feel guilty spending mine....without getting you a bunch of stuff
genevalw:
How much do you need me to help you out with?
I am having a shitty couple of days. I fucked up dinner, So Steph didn't eat. I was up all night with an upset stomach. I got woke up by someone being upset with me because i parked in the drive. I was late to work, now that I am here I got to here how Gray my hair is. I am salt and pepper...
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genevalw:
You so blow things way out of proportion...I didn't yell at you at all this morning...if there was impatience in my voice it was because I was in a hurry..it was not meant for you, but I think it came off as yelling to you because it was what you woke up to. It wasn't loud...merely curt and to the point. That is not yelling...and I am not bitching about you parking in your own god damn driveway. Can you pelase just calm the fuck down....
The sex things...you go around telling me that oh its fine...and you understand and you don't expect that out of me....i thought you meant it...guess I was wrong...dammit...now you got me upset...stay on your damn meds....
The sex things...you go around telling me that oh its fine...and you understand and you don't expect that out of me....i thought you meant it...guess I was wrong...dammit...now you got me upset...stay on your damn meds....
Found out my best asset, not my ability to make my butt dance. But my eyes!
In my new office. Life is good.
talk to ya later
In my new office. Life is good.
talk to ya later
genevalw:
make your ass dance......PLease....
So I haven't slept in maybe two days
I want to curl up and cry
I feel like shit, I feel weak.
I am an asshole,
No one should talk to me
I should just walk off into the woods forever.
Or walk off the cliff
I want to curl up and cry
I feel like shit, I feel weak.
I am an asshole,
No one should talk to me
I should just walk off into the woods forever.
Or walk off the cliff
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genevalw:
WHAT WAS THAT ALL ABOUT???
genevalw:
I MISS WING NIGHT!
So silly how in love I am.
I made her giggle and squirm last night.
What more could i ask for, Wish I was home cuddling now
I made her giggle and squirm last night.
What more could i ask for, Wish I was home cuddling now
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violetred:
me too!
i would love to be cuddling a special someone right now
i would love to be cuddling a special someone right now
genevalw:
urghhh...don't call me pookie...and you are to my roomate......
P.s. u suck....
P.s. u suck....
Well one week at the job. I love it!
I am completely lost, but I am trying to figure it out.
People I work with rule though. the office internet policy is...if you find good shot share, especially porn.
it is so weird to work with people who are just down for whatever.
School is getting hectic. Well really just the one class. Damn writing...
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I am completely lost, but I am trying to figure it out.
People I work with rule though. the office internet policy is...if you find good shot share, especially porn.
it is so weird to work with people who are just down for whatever.
School is getting hectic. Well really just the one class. Damn writing...
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I had something last night, Something i have always wanted.
A cuddler in my bed. She cuddled me all last night. And I felt whole.
How about we dance together for the rest of my life.
A cuddler in my bed. She cuddled me all last night. And I felt whole.
How about we dance together for the rest of my life.
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genevalw:
Don't say booo.....be happy for me! lol..wish you were home to cuddle with!
jorgedetroit:
hey those packages need to go to the post office. New job didn't let me out on time yesterday. I have some stuff to box and ship too
Ok so new job is cool. they go out together alot. And tomorrow (my second day) i am going to a birthday party for the boss. then over to the strip club!
Sounds like a riot. But then again what do i know.
None the less. I want happiness, i want love
I hope i can find it.
Sounds like a riot. But then again what do i know.
None the less. I want happiness, i want love
I hope i can find it.
genevalw:
Rock on! TITTIES! Take pictures.....then I can touch myself...lol...
So I tell someone things all the time. About how i would cut off my arms if that is what it took to make her smile. How I have never felt the love for anyone like i have felt for her. How I fucked up my past because i let her go before.
And now she woons because someone else says it.
She is my...
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And now she woons because someone else says it.
She is my...
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genevalw:
You did George...but.....well you know.....I hope that we can still stay close.
genevalw:
that was rough don't make assumptions I never said I was going back to him....just stop it please.