jorgedetroit

I had a horrible day Friday. I lay in bed, filled with disgust, hatred, and overall depression. She met this guy less than a week ago and is staying at this house, fucking him. I don't know how i should feel about it honestly. It makes me feel like shit. I was there when the ex chose another girl becausse she was younger. but she...
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Work is Hectyic. Apparently this city isn't doing well, Got some new foreclosures in West bloomfield, Troy, Wixom, Novi, all these areas where people tell us they are better than us. Apparently not. Wallet does not imply personality! Fuck it I find it kind of funny whne i hear people flip out over money. I do it sometimes but in general i know i have...
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So I guess now I am not even good enought o call a friend.
When she was with him and hurt she called me. I got her through the night. Monday when panic set in because of school, she called me and i got her through it.
But now the male adonis Kenny is in her life, she can't return a call or an email....
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I know I am broken

But i am trying to fix it all.

I hate Kenny. He hurt someone i love on night, the next day she thinks he's nice.

WEdnesday, Worked 12 and a half hours.

then I went with steph to a movie. They could have shown anything (it was TMNT) and i wouldn't have cared to spend time with the woman i love was worth the admission to any hell. And when she cuddled up against me, i wanted to cry. All the simplest things she does are total majic to me....
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I dont walk around trying to be what Im not
I dont waste my time trying to get what you got
I work at pleasin me
Cause I cant please you and thats why I do what I do
My soul flies free like a willow tree
And if you dont want to be down with me, then you dont want to pick
From my...
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Well, I guess nothing matters now.

It seems I have driven her away from me.

I have that amazing skill i guess. No dating for a while. I really don't plan on even leaving the house. I am in love with her. She is not with me i guess. Who knows. Not me, I can't figure out any of this. And no one seems willing...
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She has been gone three days, It seems like it has been weeks.
I miss the outline of her back,
I miss the way she laughs when i do something funny, like dance,
I miss her help on my english papers because she is smarter than i am.
I will do anything to get her back. There ar eno limits to how i wil change...
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I am sick,
Add that to I lost the only thing that was important in my life.
And yeah I am miserable. I really feel like shit right now.

I know something or more to the point that always makes me feel better. I hope she comes back. She makes life bareable. I want to takte her to the state fair in Minnesota, and a...
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Didn't sleep last night.
I miss her.
Really having trouble without her in my life.
She is my air, without her what is the point of breathing.
We had a fight, it was all my fault. She says i guilt trip her, I don't even realize when i do it i guess. I hate me for doing it too.
If she comes back I will...
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