Went to MC Chris tonight. I wasn't going to go. Kind of was feeling down. But Kira and Eirennann talked me into it. AND MAN AM I GLAD I WENT!
Besides there being the people i know from here who are cool as hell. Funk, Sinjun and Enigma. I saw a great show and met new people's. And one of them helped me put aside my fears of not fitting in and really made me smile.
Ok So this movie thing is starting to take shape. I wish i didn't block in writing so much. I really struggle. I think it might be fear of rejection. Cuz my mind is full of ideas. But it feels like a sin to put them on paper sometimes. Like someone will read it and Think I am an asshole or worse. That is a good summary of my life. I don't tell people i like them past friends. Cuz that way they can't shoot down any romantic feelings i have.
Fuckin weak.
Peace and chicken Grease
Peace in the middle East, Middle West and Middle South. But not the middle North.
Fuck those guys they are assholes.
Besides there being the people i know from here who are cool as hell. Funk, Sinjun and Enigma. I saw a great show and met new people's. And one of them helped me put aside my fears of not fitting in and really made me smile.
Ok So this movie thing is starting to take shape. I wish i didn't block in writing so much. I really struggle. I think it might be fear of rejection. Cuz my mind is full of ideas. But it feels like a sin to put them on paper sometimes. Like someone will read it and Think I am an asshole or worse. That is a good summary of my life. I don't tell people i like them past friends. Cuz that way they can't shoot down any romantic feelings i have.
Fuckin weak.
Peace and chicken Grease
Peace in the middle East, Middle West and Middle South. But not the middle North.
Fuck those guys they are assholes.
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