jorgedetroit

Okay here goes nothing, or everything

HAd a great night. Ended up out with friends ended up out at the strip club. Got hammered, went home napped, got up ate and got lit again. Fought the urge to dial someone while intoxicated.

Learned that what i want seems like nothing, but to some people death is in the details. I want a woman to just lie her head on my chest. Weird? maybe, just the idea that someone is comfortable with that, make me comfortable. I guess I am a head case.

Met this girl. It hink she is fab. She keeps me engaged mentally (even though she doesn't think so) and sexually has me barking at the moon. The things i want to do might be illegal in some states!

I just hope
A. she wants to have fun
B. she likes hanging with me
C. She realizes i am not looing to commit right now.
4. But finding her fab doesn't mean commit.
E. That i am an ok guy.
F. That I have money, so if i spend a little on her that doesn't mean anything besides i think she is cool enough to spend some money on.
G. That F. means i want to buy her lil things (lingerie? LOL) lil things like dessert


Okay there it is. My gutsy move. The one that scares them off. The no more bluffing my cards move. Either make or break. Usually it is break. But you gotta know when to fold em.....