Well, steph left me.
Because I am broke, Because I am an asshole, Because I am worthless. (all her words to describe me)
She hates me, And why not. who's to say she is wrong.
So here i am again, facing my biggest fear. Being alone.
I am scared of this, I won't sleep now, I won't eat now. The biggest fears in my life are all here. i am alone, I want to hide, I want to die.
So i came to work, because if i stayed at the house i would collapse and beg her to stay. And she would say no, and I would lose it and do something drastic to myself. So I am at my work desk crying, As my coworkers paint around me.
30, balding, gray haired, fat, broke. this is all i thought my life would amount to.
Because I am broke, Because I am an asshole, Because I am worthless. (all her words to describe me)
She hates me, And why not. who's to say she is wrong.
So here i am again, facing my biggest fear. Being alone.
I am scared of this, I won't sleep now, I won't eat now. The biggest fears in my life are all here. i am alone, I want to hide, I want to die.
So i came to work, because if i stayed at the house i would collapse and beg her to stay. And she would say no, and I would lose it and do something drastic to myself. So I am at my work desk crying, As my coworkers paint around me.
30, balding, gray haired, fat, broke. this is all i thought my life would amount to.