I am having a shitty couple of days. I fucked up dinner, So Steph didn't eat. I was up all night with an upset stomach. I got woke up by someone being upset with me because i parked in the drive. I was late to work, now that I am here I got to here how Gray my hair is. I am salt and pepper apparently at 30 years of age. I hope to just be lex fucking luthor bald within the year. Then I won't be attractive at all. And I can die alone. I am not in a good mood. I should have taken the fucking pill. Yeah it means I can't cum. but who cares, no one want to have sex with me anyways. I just want to take a razor blade and cut the fuck out of my face. Leave some horrific fucking scars so i can just call it a life. Oh And because i wanted oatmeal, i burned the fuck out of my hand, so who cares.
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The sex things...you go around telling me that oh its fine...and you understand and you don't expect that out of me....i thought you meant it...guess I was wrong...dammit...now you got me upset...stay on your damn meds....