So I am sitting here. My relationship seems in question all of a sudden. I think every relationship has ups and downs. the patience to wait out the downs helps the ups feel all the better. but that is a lesson i learned over time.
My parents never had money in their early life. They worked hard, and had patience. And now they have a bunch of cash.
I don't get envious of cash. i know my day is coming. i get envious of love though. it is something you can't buy. it is something that finds you, or you find. It is all i want
i want someone to miss me. I want someone who wants me around.
Maybe i am stupid. I have this person, but i worry about it going away. I will do anything to keep that from happening.
My parents never had money in their early life. They worked hard, and had patience. And now they have a bunch of cash.
I don't get envious of cash. i know my day is coming. i get envious of love though. it is something you can't buy. it is something that finds you, or you find. It is all i want
i want someone to miss me. I want someone who wants me around.
Maybe i am stupid. I have this person, but i worry about it going away. I will do anything to keep that from happening.
genevalw:
I don't want anyone to get hurt.....you truly are my best friend.....and we both want the same things from a relationship, but I am not entirely sure that is how I feel towards you....I am not keeping you as a placeholder, that you should know by now...and as far as the money thing...I don't expect you to provide for me...ummm...hellooo...lets look at the way things are working now. I like living with you...its awesomely fun....I think we get along well...but I am not sure I feel romantically towards you...sometimes its fun to be flirty and playful....but that is wearing thin right now. Hope this doesn't piss you off.
strigoimort:
Thanks! 