Week one of school down. It wasn't that bad. I am one of the oldest people in my classes, not the oldest, so that's kind of cool. I am however having a hard time relating to my lab partners. Considering they are both 19 and female...I think that's pretty normal.
My gramps is doing much better from what I understand. My folks are still going to Mexico asap so Christmas won't be the same without them and i can't go to NC for the holidays so my life is gonna blow for the next 3 weeks! Oh well, I guess 6 years in the corps has gotten me relatively ready for it. Woe is me right? Lame
Other than that stuff, not much really going on. I'm now 3 weeks completely sober and I'm damn proud. I'm still going out with my boys and my fam, I'm just not drinking. It really is comforting to know that I can be around drugs and alcohol and not want to partake in any of that anymore. I by no means am judging anyone that does, I am no one to judge anyone with all the foul stuff I've done in my life, but that doesn't mean you have the right to give me a hard time because I don't do that anymore. That really is the only thing that is starting to get on my nerves. At first it was funny. "hahaha check out the quitter! hahaha" that was funny, but now it's getting tired. I'm still around and I still want to hang, I just don't want to be high, or drunk. I don't think I'm better than anyone, I just made a personal choice. SO GET OFF MY F@CKING BACK!!
I mean, I thought that real friends would be happy for you regardless what you were into. I want to better myself by quitting all that stuff, it doesn't mean that you are any less of a person because you still want to do that, it means that I didn't feel like I was being the best me I could be by being wasted all the time. It's just not me anymore, and I would hope that a real friend would respect that and stop offering it to me.
Ok...enough of that for one night. I'm going to the shooting range tomorrow to let off some steam. Nothing like a little gunpowder therapy to make a Marine feel like he's worth something again.
Hasta la bye bye
-Beans
My gramps is doing much better from what I understand. My folks are still going to Mexico asap so Christmas won't be the same without them and i can't go to NC for the holidays so my life is gonna blow for the next 3 weeks! Oh well, I guess 6 years in the corps has gotten me relatively ready for it. Woe is me right? Lame
Other than that stuff, not much really going on. I'm now 3 weeks completely sober and I'm damn proud. I'm still going out with my boys and my fam, I'm just not drinking. It really is comforting to know that I can be around drugs and alcohol and not want to partake in any of that anymore. I by no means am judging anyone that does, I am no one to judge anyone with all the foul stuff I've done in my life, but that doesn't mean you have the right to give me a hard time because I don't do that anymore. That really is the only thing that is starting to get on my nerves. At first it was funny. "hahaha check out the quitter! hahaha" that was funny, but now it's getting tired. I'm still around and I still want to hang, I just don't want to be high, or drunk. I don't think I'm better than anyone, I just made a personal choice. SO GET OFF MY F@CKING BACK!!
I mean, I thought that real friends would be happy for you regardless what you were into. I want to better myself by quitting all that stuff, it doesn't mean that you are any less of a person because you still want to do that, it means that I didn't feel like I was being the best me I could be by being wasted all the time. It's just not me anymore, and I would hope that a real friend would respect that and stop offering it to me.
Ok...enough of that for one night. I'm going to the shooting range tomorrow to let off some steam. Nothing like a little gunpowder therapy to make a Marine feel like he's worth something again.
Hasta la bye bye
-Beans