jorgealberto

So, I'm nervous about starting school tomorrow. I haven't been in a classroom in about 8 years. Not only that but I really don't want to deal with young college kids. I've never really related to people my own age, and more so now because of my life experiences, let alone any young idealistic teenagers.

My grandpa is still alive, so that effin rocks! But all it really means is that it's going to happen closer to Christmas time...so in turn...Christmas will forever suck for me from now on. Kind of blows huh...

My pop is taking it really bad. As he should, but it just really sucks to see him that way. It hurts to see the guy who taught me to be tough break down. So my folks are planning to go to Mexico soon and not come back until they bury my Abuelito. So I guess I'm gonna stay at my folks place to take care of their house. In all actuality I really don't want to stay there. I think I'm gonna spend my two weeks of Christmas break back in North Carolina. I think once all this hits the fan, I'm not going to want to be here.

So here's to another year...ending it alone...again...