*begin freak out*
losing...will..to...go...to...work
must...find...new..stimulating..job...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
*end freak out*
I'm having a real hard time with the fact that my job requires zero creativity or independent thought. I initially thought that it would be nice to have a job that I would not think about outside of work, but dammit, this is 40 hours a week of my life. The SF job scene is a bitch right now though. I want to work at Good Vibrations. I would be a kick-ass dildo salesman.
okay in other news I think I'm pretty close to an image for a tattoo to finally color my virgin flesh.
tell me your first tattoo stories
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you should get aim so we can chat while you're at work or something
I've been on both sides of the creaitive/non-creative job thingie...both have their pitfalls to me. I find it really hard to feel creative every day...yet i feel the need for it constantly when my life doesn't require it. That kinda makes sense, right?
ya know, probably the happiest in the balance of creativity i've ever been was when i dated an artist. She was immensly (sp?) talented but would have brain lock when standing in front of a canvas....so she'd come ask me to quit working or playing a vid or whatever i was doing at the time and pitch out a random idea. Almost every single time...it ended up involving that side of my brain for a few minutes or hours and her creating some amazing peice that was both what i had envisioned and not...
...in essense, i guess i was a muse for a while....i think i like that role best.
Good luck in your seach of balance...and get a job at GV for crying out loud, i need someone to call who'll mail me the HK vibrator. *GRIN*