What I should be doing:
Reading up on AppleScript and OSX LAN and server setups.
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Sifting through the 30 or so replies I got to my roommate wanted ad on craigslist
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fretting about the fact that people are going to lose their jobs at work
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buying some nail polish remover to fix my chipped black nails...
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Paying Parking Tickets (3)
What I am doing:
Slacking! Chatting on AIM, Making Mp3 Playlists, downloading iCal.
But then again i have been slacking on SG journal updates too and a man has to have his priorities, you know...
So by posting here, I feel productive.
Plus in the world of Suicide Girls everything is all pink and pretty (unless you read current events) and nice people, and therefore procrastination opportunities, lurk around every corner.
I have recently been able to deal with stress a lot better and it kinda freaks me out. I feel like I should be freaking out more, but I'm feeling strangely optimistic, which is not generally my nature, which leads me to be worried that I'm not worried... weird huh? Like I feel more comfortable when I'm freaked out about something.
ehh...whatever
*smooch*
jory
Reading up on AppleScript and OSX LAN and server setups.
-or-
Sifting through the 30 or so replies I got to my roommate wanted ad on craigslist
-or-
fretting about the fact that people are going to lose their jobs at work
-or-
buying some nail polish remover to fix my chipped black nails...
-or-
Paying Parking Tickets (3)
What I am doing:
Slacking! Chatting on AIM, Making Mp3 Playlists, downloading iCal.
But then again i have been slacking on SG journal updates too and a man has to have his priorities, you know...
So by posting here, I feel productive.
Plus in the world of Suicide Girls everything is all pink and pretty (unless you read current events) and nice people, and therefore procrastination opportunities, lurk around every corner.
I have recently been able to deal with stress a lot better and it kinda freaks me out. I feel like I should be freaking out more, but I'm feeling strangely optimistic, which is not generally my nature, which leads me to be worried that I'm not worried... weird huh? Like I feel more comfortable when I'm freaked out about something.
ehh...whatever
*smooch*
jory
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And your last paragraph...I'm going through the same thing with my happiness. I can be in a completely better state of mind within a few weeks but the idea of my finally achieving what could possibly be perfection, just scares the bajeezus out of me. I'm worried that I'll finally be happy and I won't know what to do with it so of course I'm going to panic...