Got tackled today at the gym, by the one and only hottie Jason. it was such a mood lifter that i needed. Other than that I've been dealing with my old ex's new phyco girlfriend, she doesnt seem to nderstand the idea that were friend but what ev girls are weird and being one i still don't understand. Well off to work-
Feelings of inadequacy sifting to the surface resting beneath my transparent shallow exterior. who am I? Who do you want me to be, for that is what reflects upon me.
Feelings of inadequacy sifting to the surface resting beneath my transparent shallow exterior. who am I? Who do you want me to be, for that is what reflects upon me.
Sounds like you need to hang more with Jason!! Everyone needs mood lifter friends. :-)
I'm sure that your "old ex's phyco girlfriend" intellectually understands that y'all are friends but she has got to perceive you as a threat. I mean, the two of you had a relationship after all.
My wife hid the fact that she has a jealous streak from me until about 2 weeks before our wedding. She did not want an old girlfriend of mine to come to our wedding. (I had already invited her and was not about to uninvite her!) (Yep, she attending the wedding.) (Yep, we're still married.) My wife still does not like her but tolerates her reasonably well. My wife knows whose bed my shoes go under at night. :-)
You probably understand women really well. You may just not understand the green eyed monster (NOT YOU, jealousy).
When you get older, you do not change...
You just become more like yourself.
Why do you feel inadequate? You seem beautiful, inside and out. Most of us do have an exterior that we show to our acquaintances and only drop it for our close friends. I've always portrayed that life is always black and white. I still promote that. My wife however says that I lied to her and I'm really a grey person. My protests fall on deaf ears.
Who do I want you to be? I want you to be you. You are you. You cannot be someone else. Life is just there to allow you the time to get to know yourself.
It is such a paradox: Once you give up the need for security, you are then secure. Drop the exterior, it is cumbersome and weighs too much anyway. I guarantee you that you are more beautiful, inside and out, than you think.