The next few days will be a test for me. Right now I just want to run away from everything. I want to run in to someone's all enveloping arms and just sit there. So many things are turning out the wrong way. I technically graduated from my program last year and well i didn't tell anyone and didn't participate in grad services, b/c i'm...
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Well I went to the doc and now I'm more stressed then i was before, I just want it to be done.
On top of all this my grandma is still in the hospital. After scaring all the doctors and them scaring the family with a we give her hours maybe days to live. Shes still out of it but i swing by every day...
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On top of all this my grandma is still in the hospital. After scaring all the doctors and them scaring the family with a we give her hours maybe days to live. Shes still out of it but i swing by every day...
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spikebez666:
Sorry about these bad times but it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. Take care of yourself
hera:
Hang in there! Sounds like you have a good perspective on things.
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Help me I have a music addiction!
Since my last paycheck I have bought about $250 in all sorts of mediums. Best I figure i was depraved of money so long leading to music being cut off as one of my expenditures that i have gone over board hording music as much as i can while there is still money, after all who needs food...
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Since my last paycheck I have bought about $250 in all sorts of mediums. Best I figure i was depraved of money so long leading to music being cut off as one of my expenditures that i have gone over board hording music as much as i can while there is still money, after all who needs food...
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bwhahahahahahhahahahahahahha~
Got my tattoo and its sweet. May i say how much i love Staircase Tattoo in SC. They are awesome not just for the tattoos but the guys and gals there are so awesome.
Man I forgot the feeling of the needle on the foot, hot damn that tickled.
Ok, I really shouldn't type to much more for the sake of everyone (I've had a...
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Man I forgot the feeling of the needle on the foot, hot damn that tickled.
Ok, I really shouldn't type to much more for the sake of everyone (I've had a...
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hera:
you like a lot of GOOD bands... funny I haven't seen you round town at all, I live in S.C. too. 
Saw a friend get a tattoo...now i must get a tattoo...for um my birthday yeah thats it.
I always find it hard to watch some get some work done with out longing for a chance of ink too. so off i go to buy myself my present.
YAY!
ps- Happy fucking birthday to me. To bad as you get older it gets lamer and lamer....
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I always find it hard to watch some get some work done with out longing for a chance of ink too. so off i go to buy myself my present.
YAY!
ps- Happy fucking birthday to me. To bad as you get older it gets lamer and lamer....
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beaky:
Happy bday girly
susannahjoy:
happy birthday!!!
Ok so my choice went something like this: i was feeling nervous about jimmy and i being together because it had the potential to be so finial and i have this funny thing about not really being ready to step up to the plate on serious commitment (insert you're so young and you don't need to worry about it ect ect here).
So after spending...
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So after spending...
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leena1:
how are things now? *hugz*
Ok well if you caught my last post, you know what my situation was, to give you a quick idea if you're not a frequent reader My "soulmate"(not a favorite of this word) came back in to my life and i didn't know what to do.
SO this is what has happened: I went over to help him (jimmy) move in to his new place...
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SO this is what has happened: I went over to help him (jimmy) move in to his new place...
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beaky:
*camping out for an update*
lovitch:
Sounds like it could be some trouble coming lol. I love Santa Cruz if I could I would love to move there but then I would need to fly home and fly to work every day. Naw i don't think so unless I find a job out there. And from the last time i was there I don't think that is possible. Oh baby girl you are fine... 
jordyn:
Pictures I have taken
he's back. Now this is where I need to figure it out. I love him so much and he is my first love and he always be but... I'm so afraid he'll tear me apart again and I just don't know if I can deal with it. I'm afraid of very few things in this world and he is one of them. I'm afraid because...
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mohollyweird:
hi, i hope things have worked out since your post, but in case they have not:
no one:
should live in fear. Your "well, I wills" are just excuses to purpetuate a state of mind and body that you've become accustomed to. You need to break the cycle and leave him, find a womens support group for yourself nearby who will help you with what to do or say. you might not have to end it with him, but things need to change. You deserve to be happy.
Mohollywood
no one:
should live in fear. Your "well, I wills" are just excuses to purpetuate a state of mind and body that you've become accustomed to. You need to break the cycle and leave him, find a womens support group for yourself nearby who will help you with what to do or say. you might not have to end it with him, but things need to change. You deserve to be happy.
Mohollywood
bigbadjay:
thats a god damned shame. i think everyone has been through something like this and the only thing you can do is play it out until the tears come again, and it feels like its over. other wise you'll just end up regretting it for the rest of your life. it really sucks, but sometimes thats how these things have to play out. don't worry though, you're really pretty and you seem pretty smart. i'm sure everything will work out in your favour.
I've been soo soo busy I'm trying to make the jump from student to a real working shmuck, and well thats just as fun as a barrel of monkeys... actually monkeys are fun so i guess that comparison wont work.
so yeah I'm working a few new tats too, actually its just revamping the older ones and adding things on to them.
I set my...
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so yeah I'm working a few new tats too, actually its just revamping the older ones and adding things on to them.
I set my...
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argentumblack:
I'm resemble that ADD remark. ooooo a shiny object....