jordy

How can a song make you feel like it's grabbed you by the chest and squeezing. Almost a numb feeling, emotions peaked. Not sure if you want to cry, smile, laugh, scream. I'll never cease to be amazed by the power that music has to make you feel, feel good, bad, angry. There's a power there and I can't figure out if it's inside of the person(me) in which case I'm just making myself experience something psychophysical, or if it's a power in the music that is affecting you(me) from the outside in. It hurts but it's addictive, maybe that is just internal, the depression or something. Maybe not though, I like to think it's the music. Mmm, hurts so good. Fuck I need some motivation.