jora

I went to dinner with my work-mates tonight at La Fondue. It was actually really fun. I had a great time with socializing with them outside of work. It was bittersweet a bit, because my boss will be leaving in January. Our waitress was totally cool. She joined in the teasing of our only boy employee, Ben. I took a few pics of my hottie co-wker too. Yay! She looked really beautiful tonight. Absolutely nothing happened like I hoped for in my fantasies. I didnt even get a hug from her. Boo hoo. I did, however, get hugs from my boss (Isabelle) and Ben. Ben even said that I looked beautiful, which really surprised me. I did my hair differently and actually had on make-up and nice clothes, so I think he was just reacting to that. I work with a funky bunch of people! They are quirky and crazy. Im sure thats the only reason Ive stayed there as long as I have.

So, yeah, I felt good all nightuntil the cameras came out. I brought one to take pics of them, but I HATE having my pic taken. It reminds me how ugly and fat I am and that brings me down. On top of that, there was a really cute couple in the next booth over and I felt jealous of their coupleness. It didnt help that the guy was totally my type either. Sigh I miss those days.

When I got home, I took the dog for a long walk. It felt good to burn calories and have time to clear my head. I feel very wired right now from being social and also from the sugar in the dessert. I dont feel like going to bed, but I have to get up at 6am tomorrow for work. I dont look forward to all that paperwork. At least the big bosses from Paris are gone. They added a lot of stress when there were there all last week.

Im going to try to post some pics of myself from tonight. Not many turned out very decently. I usually take fairly good pics, but most of tonights came out blurry. Go figure.

EDITED TO SAY: Two so-so pics added.

Goodnight.