Another long time between updates. Ive been dreading writing about my life and myself because all I want to do is scream and rant.
To catch up
Took the cats to the vet again and got yet another medicine for Beau. It costs $60 a bottle! Good thing I love him cuz we are f-ing poor right now. I just want Beau to feel better since he is a really old fart and no old man-cat should be uncomfortable in his last years.
**Beau gives the stink eye**
Brians toe surgeries are going nicely. I am happy for his feet and look forward to the time when I can paint those little toesies pink!
Weve taken our pup to the dog park a few times now and I think she is starting to like it. It really gives me an excuse to get out of the icky apartment and get some exercise. Of course, now its storming like mad, so we cant go. GRR!
Oh, and an update on the f-ed up PINK PILLS. They suck and made me get insane. My mood swings got worse (I didnt even know that was possible), and I started hearing screaming and voices in my head telling me to hurt myself and others. It scared the crap outta me! Brian had to call the Doc after hours and she told him to have me discontinue the pills NOW.
So, now I am more sane (comparatively), but I am right back where I started. I am soooo sad and depressed that I can barely stand it. I have a follow up appt. with the Doc on March 7th. I am going to try one more time as far as meds are concerned, but this time, NO mood stablizers. I am gonna ask for another anti-depressant so I can at least function. I am getting very frustrated!
I also had a major panic attack at the dentist the other day. It was a big deal and now he wont work on me. Nice. Ive decided that he is an asshole with no bedside manner at all and that he can rot in Hell for making me cry even harder with his f-ed attitude. He was mean and I hate him for it.
Now I am left with needing some dental work done and no dentist to do it. F**K!!
I hate making my entries too long cuz I know no one will take the time to read it.
The End
To catch up
Took the cats to the vet again and got yet another medicine for Beau. It costs $60 a bottle! Good thing I love him cuz we are f-ing poor right now. I just want Beau to feel better since he is a really old fart and no old man-cat should be uncomfortable in his last years.
**Beau gives the stink eye**
Brians toe surgeries are going nicely. I am happy for his feet and look forward to the time when I can paint those little toesies pink!
Weve taken our pup to the dog park a few times now and I think she is starting to like it. It really gives me an excuse to get out of the icky apartment and get some exercise. Of course, now its storming like mad, so we cant go. GRR!
Oh, and an update on the f-ed up PINK PILLS. They suck and made me get insane. My mood swings got worse (I didnt even know that was possible), and I started hearing screaming and voices in my head telling me to hurt myself and others. It scared the crap outta me! Brian had to call the Doc after hours and she told him to have me discontinue the pills NOW.
So, now I am more sane (comparatively), but I am right back where I started. I am soooo sad and depressed that I can barely stand it. I have a follow up appt. with the Doc on March 7th. I am going to try one more time as far as meds are concerned, but this time, NO mood stablizers. I am gonna ask for another anti-depressant so I can at least function. I am getting very frustrated!
I also had a major panic attack at the dentist the other day. It was a big deal and now he wont work on me. Nice. Ive decided that he is an asshole with no bedside manner at all and that he can rot in Hell for making me cry even harder with his f-ed attitude. He was mean and I hate him for it.
Now I am left with needing some dental work done and no dentist to do it. F**K!!
I hate making my entries too long cuz I know no one will take the time to read it.
The End