jora

Yes, yes... long live Queen Jora *bows*

I'm glad you're not letting her give you shit. Stand up for yourself, that's good.

Maybe, just maybe someday she will learn. Do people really change?

Did you start to get used to the new format yet? I'm still grrrrrrrrr'ing with some bugs here and there....and it's STILL hurting my eyes!

Have a good weekend. **hugs you**

eek... sounds like you're doing what you need to be doing, though... you can't let people walk all over you, no matter who they are.

i agree... long live the queen... want me to peel some grapes for you (where did i put that palm leaf?).

anyway, it's going to be more than 40 hours... i'm already at 35-40 at my first job... and then as many hours as i want to put in at the other job... so, blah. i need the money, though... so, it's all good.

i hope you are having a very super good day.

Dang my comment didn't seem to stick. Guess the site needs some better glue.

That is a pretty saucy picture.

Guess your mom's cat is doign okay. Pup doing any better?

hmm...cleeep.

Holy cow!!! You have mr. crazy tongue!!! I really like the new hair look!

I used to see the craziest things at North Station in Boston. One night I spent my whole ride home talking to this HUGE bug named "T-bone". It was interesting to say the least. Then there was the girl who sat arcoss from me in an empty car...then asked if the seat next to me was open...she sat an talked with me until I had to get off like we were lovers...and the people who would fall asleep and miss their stops at least once a week.

Pretty spicy looking profile pic.

Hey, I would cudde with you if I was up there.

The banner art work is bad. There are things I don't like about the new site but there are some things I do like. Hopefully they will get everything straightened out.

you are so incredibly sweet...

up until the past couple days if she would have said "come back" i probably would have... i felt like everything was my fault. but, the more i look back on everything (and talk to people) the more it was just a combination of millions of little things that all added up.

i'm at the point now, where i'm realizing that it's too broken to fix, and i'm ready to get on with my life...

i just don't know if i need to tell her what i'm feeling, so she won't hate me forever thinking that it was all my fault. or if i should just let her go on being bitter toward me forever... it just feels like i've invested 5+ years into something that turned into nothing because she feels i ruined her life...

ahhh... i just don't know.

thank you so much for your compliments and advice.

i really hope that you are doing well...

Yay for new hair! And cuddles?? Been so long for me I don't think I even know how to anymore....

I used to have a small weiner dog named Samantha (as in Stevens-- she used to wrinkle her nose all the time!) that would wake me up all the time. I used to get so pissed!! But one look at that sweet face would melt my heart. I kinda miss the walks at 3 in the morning.

And I voted too! Can't say who I voted for though, 'cause then it won't come true! (Hahaha)

Thanx for he nice-ness by the way. I just seem to have these waves of messed up stuff. Happens all the time.

Wow, I'm gone from SG for a while and when I return EVERYTHING has changed.

that hair is kickass...

mmmmmmm platinum

EDIT: And I have to mention those lips. WOW

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I wish I could take away all your pain! Did the pain killer work? Damn, I sure hope so.

I miss you, Jora!
I've been having the craziest time here and I was away for a few days, but I'm back (obviously).

Glad the puppy is adjusting.

Get some rest, I hope you feel better sweetie.

thanks love i will check and see if i got it today..
the move is well just rained basically the whole time we drove here.
i hope you are well.. your in mythoughts and the offer still stands anytime.. just let me know i will e-mail you my cell number too..

much love
trin
xoxo

Got home and I had an email from her. Guess her sprained ankle was still giving her lots of problems. Feeling much better noe.

Hope your Mom's kitty gets better. I hate the idea of sick kitties.

Good luck finding a girl to cuddle with.

Enjoy your breaks. Time off is crutial to oatmeal faceplant avoidance...especially if it has raisins in it because once they get up your nose they just don't want to come out!!!

i agree, girls DO cuddle better (so no offense taken).
ya, that 3am stair/dog walking thing is not good. I'm sure that someone is willing to take a cool little doggy of your hands.

don't feel stupid about that... i actually thought that we could move right over the grieving process and be best friends again... shortly after we broke up, i tried to call her just to ask how her life was going... because i still care about her and all... but, it's just too painful.

i wish that i could just move on... but, i keep second guessing myself... we did have a beautiful thing for the first 4-ish years... but the last 6 months have been pretty unbearable for the both of us... i just don't know what i should do ever...

i guess eventually i'll figure it out.

*HUGS*

i hope that everything is going well for you!

I am starting to get this sneaking suspicion that my own "Social terror" is really hurting my social life. I just don't met quaility/interesting people at work or at my place...strange. Congrats on overcoming the ST and getting out there.

thanks for saying such nice things and it was very brave of you.

I am glad that the animals are starting to get along. And I don't think it's the pups fault she has such a tiny little bladder. Shame she can't learn to use the litter box.

In a couple of hours. Did you get my email with my cell number? I should have net access while I am up there as well.

Sushi Masa sounds great. I'm where the 101 and lawerence cross. And noon sounds great as well. Give me the address and/or directions and I will be there,.

you are not an uninteresting person. the majority who never truly examine themselves and walk through life on autopilot in apparent "success" as drones are the uninteresting ones.

your character is your own, it may take you to dark places sometimes, but pain sometimes gives us our own unique scars. it seperates us. one thing you can be sure of, is that we become interesting in this way. even if we don't always appreciate it. goodnight.

Thanks for the hug. Can always go for that.hugs back.

I can understand how you feel. After a while I just accepted it and tried to move on. Last night I saw some of the commericals for anyi-depressants and they were talking about things going on for weeks, O want to know if this go on for years?

take care of yourself, big hugs,
Rodney

the beauty of life is that tomorrow always is a better day (in one way or another). Like I've said before, anytime you need an ear; i have one (two actually!). And I'm not just saying that.

Sounds like you had a great time swimming and playing with the puppies.

Hopefully work isn't treating you bad today. Luckily no seems to be bothering me tiday. That's lucky because there is a bunch of stuff I need to take care of after lunch.

I would love a month off as well.

I am going to be up that way on the weekend of the 27th. Lunch?

Religion is such a strange beast. It gives so many people so much comfort and fucks so many of them up at the same time. Just like drugs.

hugs and later,
Rodney

way to have a "B" weekend. next weekend, it's time to shoot for an "A".
and thanks for laughing at my dumb ass fandango incident. I'd blame it on the 420 also if I was'nt retarted without it anyways. haha.
and the movie ROCKED!


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