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My head is spinning.

All I can do is clean my apartment to keep my mind off of things.

I feel like a freak.

There are gray hairs under all this hair dye.

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knine:
I hate gray hair i found one the other day mad
polly:
if i would be offended by someone offering me sympathy for my brothers death, i would never have posted about it at all. i am okay.. i still cry about him sometimes but were all recovering well from it. it wasnt really all that shocking to begin with..

but i thank you for taking the time to reach out to me and telling me that youre thinking of me and my family. it really means a lot.

xoxo
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I am going crazy trying to resize my pics for my profile. How the hell do you resize it to SG specs without the pic looking squished???? Crap!
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knine:
on some instead of resizing just crop them to the pixels, you can do it to some depending on the size, but i like squished heads biggrin
silencenoir:
Lovely LOVELY!

That is how I prefer your hair. It's just SO you.

kiss

Thank you for welcoming me back. I'm glad to be and that the holidays are over now.

I hope you have a wonderful new years and I am very thankful, again, to have and count you as a friend of mine.

Take care hottstuff. love
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Got some pretty shoes and my feet are happy.

Life is weird and I'm thinking too much. It may drive me crazy. Ack! blackeyed

I need coffee. I am so tired that I can barely stand it. tongue
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mexicant:
Yay for pretty shoes!

Talk to you later... kiss blush kiss
schleprock:
Bummer about looking for a new job. I assume it's you boss leaving. At least that is what you mentioned in the past. Taco and I both appreciate the kisses.hugs to you.
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Feeling pretty hyper today. Going to try to buy shoes today, so I can have pretty feet when the Mystery Man comes for a visit.

I plan to try to take pics of the latest hair tonight too. Hope I can get some decent ones to post.

Good Day all!!

love

*Where I step, flowers will grow.
When I speak, birds will sing.*
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mexicant:
Hmmm... sooooo... when is this "Mystery Man" going for a visit?

whatever shocked tongue blush kiss
schleprock:
Nice to see you so happy. Hope you found some pretty shoes.
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Tired....grrr. Need sleep.

My sleep schedule is all fucked up, but it's for a good cause. (You know who you are, Mr. Cause. A.K.A Mi Rey).

Nighty-nite. Things are weird, so I must go work them out in my dreams.

Yaaaaawn...blem, blem, gurgle, mer, mer, meep!

surreal
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silencenoir:
I'm back smile

thanks for the hugs kiss kiss and your emails, you mean alot and they meant alot to me as well.

I hope things are better for you now. I will reply to your one letter sometime today.

Missed you!

get some rest.
joshof13thfloor:
Whoever "Mr. Cause A.K.A. Mi Rey" may be, then may all the goodly gods that ever were bless him and keep him for making this the best post of yours that i can remember in a very long time. I hope it all goes well, sweets. You deserve your spot in the sun. Love and hope to you.

-Josh
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My favorite saying in the whole world is...

"You get the Jora that you deserve."

Feel free to draw your own conclusions.
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schleprock:
frown ...big hugs to you. ..hang in there. you know how to reach me.
farsight00:
I hope the world brings you some good news soon, we all deserve a break at least once in a while.
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Life is weird. Things have changed. I cannot comment yet, because I don't know what is going on, but I may have comments by Monday. We'll see...

Oh, and I have red + other colors hair. I feel much better now. More like myself. I will try to post pics soon.

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schleprock:
Glad you are feeling better. And I hope everything is okay is going okay too.
handle:
Change is good, unless you fear change, but if you like fear then fear is good and so is change by default.
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I went to dinner with my work-mates tonight at La Fondue. It was actually really fun. I had a great time with socializing with them outside of work. It was bittersweet a bit, because my boss will be leaving in January. Our waitress was totally cool. She joined in the teasing of our only boy employee, Ben. I took a few pics of my hottie...
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edc:
OMG! your cat could eat your dog....

edc
schleprock:
Thos are good pictures of you.
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Well, Im back at Hell, I mean work. Within 3 days of being back there, I feel my brain cells dying, my spirit shriveling and my body aching. I AM back on my anti-anxiety meds now, because I started having an attack Tuesday morning. Nice. My boss is quitting soon (Jan.15) so the BIG bosses from Paris are here. They seem okay, but I know...
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schleprock:
Thanks for droping me a line and reading my journal. I understand wanting to be a hermit. I didn't want to be pushing folks away by being too needy and such things.

THanks, again.
farsight00:
Hi Jora

I used to be one of those 110% workers for the corporation. But that was back when I believed... believed blindly in things actually being how they appear. When that belief system collapsed and I started looking past the surface into the truth of things I could no longer believe in my corporation, and that was when I stopped giving 110%. Or even 100%. I don't know what % I am giving now, but it is just enough to tread water in the corporate heirarchy. Although recently the company relocated to better working conditions, so things have been looking up. At the end of all that, I don't know what to tell you. In some ways I was happier in my job when I was giving 110%, but it was not a kind of happiness built on solid foundations, so it could not stand. Still... sometimes I think only a fool turns away any kind of happiness... sorry to ramble! I hope you've been well.
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Well, vacation is over and I have to go back to work tomorrow. Damn! I was just starting to unwind. It takes me a few days to de-stress.

And, what a surprise, my co-wker (the one I missed while I was away) just called me to tell me that she won't be in tomorrow. She says that she is sick, but every single time I...
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beledi:
hugs to you...parents can be so cruel sometimes.

thanks for your wonderful post about dealing with my gramma's passing. a solo trip might be so very good for my soul. smile or perhaps i should learn to knit as she did so very well.
joshof13thfloor:
That was one of my all time favorite episodes of "the Twilight Zone." I remember watching it when i was a kid thinking "damn, that would be my luck", and it probably would be to.
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A friend of mine came over last night for dinner (we got Indian food - yum!). It's always nice to have company, since I rarely do, but she is sure...exasperating sometimes. She couldn't come over unless she brought her alcohol with her. She got two seconds away from drunk. For her, she was on pretty good behavior, but she said things that irritated me in...
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miyacemu:
frown Thats like when I last went over to my mate D's to watch movies. He HAD to get something to smoke, and just get completely stoned. I dont go out much at weekends now to be honest, because all anyone else wants to do is get drunk or high frown Silly-billys.

Good luck in SF.

YAY for vacations! I leave my current job on Dec 12th biggrin Im gonna see if I can get away without getting a new one until the new year, just have a nice big christmas vacation. Good luck going back to work though.

YES! You MUST sort this idiot out! You CANT abuse animals like that!

YAY for breakfast.
superficial:
hey there. i'm thinking about you. smile

i have the new cell phone situation all straightened out... and i'll be sending you my new # through contact after this post... feel free to call anytime (i have unlimited nights and weekends and probably enough daytime minutes, to not even put a dent in, so, that's awesome... wink) (also: i lost your number, it didn't save in my old phone... frown )

sorry to hear about your drunk friend. frown i have a friend who became impossible to be around for a while because all he did was drink. it was sad to watch him in his downward spiral. luckily for him, he had some sort of epiphany before he hit rock bottom... and he's doing much better now.

i hope that you have a good day tomorrow and there's not too much crap waiting for you at work. smile

good luck with whatever you decide to do about the animal abuser!!! that's not cool. mad

anyway, talk to you soon! love kiss
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So, today didn't suck. I just hung out at home (what else is new?), but I exercised a lot today. I think the endorphins kicked in or something because I feel pretty okay (mentally) which hasn't happened lately. I can only chaulk it up to exercise. I'm still bored though, but then, I always did have a short attention span.

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evil:
Why aren't you a SG?!
superficial:
hello there. i'm glad that you're are feeling "pretty ok". smile

that makes me happy. smile

i need to exercise... hmmmm...