It really IS how bizarre how life can change moment to moment. I feel like I'm trapped in some fucked up sitcom, only without a laugh-track. Don't get me wrong. This doesn't mean I'm in a "bad mood", blah, blah, blah. It just means that my "dare to dream" mode lasted 8 hours and 34 minutes. This has got to be some kind of record,...
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Talk To You
It lasts for a heartbeat
But it's such a feeling of being one
When we talk on the phone
You make me complete
You make me feel connected
To the Earth beneath my feet
You make me laugh and
You've helped me to cry
You've shared yourself with me
You've shown me life
You've taught me, you let me see
What's real...
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It lasts for a heartbeat
But it's such a feeling of being one
When we talk on the phone
You make me complete
You make me feel connected
To the Earth beneath my feet
You make me laugh and
You've helped me to cry
You've shared yourself with me
You've shown me life
You've taught me, you let me see
What's real...
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schleprock:
Thanks for the good thoughts and vibes..
Hope you keeping letting yourself be open to new things. For the most part it seems to be worth it.
I am still thinking of moving but it all depends on a job. At least in the near term. Over the long term I want to move somewhere I have more friends.
Hope you keeping letting yourself be open to new things. For the most part it seems to be worth it.
I am still thinking of moving but it all depends on a job. At least in the near term. Over the long term I want to move somewhere I have more friends.
paulsandman:
Hummm my idea was a better nick name
I am very tired, content and happy. Life is so surprising sometimes...I hope the Universe will let me enjoy this new experience.
It's an amazing feeling and I am taking it day by day, revelling in the beauty of it and the discoveries of the heart, mind, spirit and soul.
I am melting into another form. Maybe I will soon no longer be IceAndStone, after...
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It's an amazing feeling and I am taking it day by day, revelling in the beauty of it and the discoveries of the heart, mind, spirit and soul.
I am melting into another form. Maybe I will soon no longer be IceAndStone, after...
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farsight00:
very glad to see your world has become better, jora. life is indeed surprising. we should never forget this whenever the darkest shadows fall...
farsight00:
you're most welcome 
my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe...
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i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe...
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joshof13thfloor:
I love that song.
I am however sorry to hear of your feeling like them.
Peace. Later.
-Josh
I am however sorry to hear of your feeling like them.
Peace. Later.
-Josh
miloryan:
So what's the deal? You never leave me any love notes anymore. I know I don't update much but let me know you're still around yo! 
"Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somehow along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bare"
.....a quote that seems to fit my mood.....
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somehow along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bare"
.....a quote that seems to fit my mood.....
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yuriel:
ahh quotes
<3
ahh poetry music art in general
yum.
<3
ahh poetry music art in general
yum.
yuriel:
ugh not that stupid cutting off shit on entries again *growls*
hehe poetry... yum
hehe poetry... yum
Life and lovepush it away.
Falling hardpush it away.
Deep thoughtspush it away.
Tears and the voidpush it away.
My heart starts to beatpush it away.
My heart brokenpush it away.
My want for your arms around mepush it away.
Feeling weakpush it away.
This rage insidepush it away.
The mirror before mepush it away.
The memories behind mepush it away.
I stand on the...
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Falling hardpush it away.
Deep thoughtspush it away.
Tears and the voidpush it away.
My heart starts to beatpush it away.
My heart brokenpush it away.
My want for your arms around mepush it away.
Feeling weakpush it away.
This rage insidepush it away.
The mirror before mepush it away.
The memories behind mepush it away.
I stand on the...
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m0ngrel:
heheh... i thin it's the hair. looks good on ya.
I have absolutely nothing to say.
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silencenoir:
I have one thing to say.... I'm HUNGRY. always and always anymore.
Miss you!
always and always anymore.
Miss you!
mrsmead:
why thank you
You know, you could get a cell phone and do phone sex while at your office.........
Wouldn't it be so much more exciting that way?
You know, you could get a cell phone and do phone sex while at your office.........
Wouldn't it be so much more exciting that way?
Life is weird and possibly exciting. 
I will have to see...
This week is has been a growing experience for me. I feel better than I have in weeks. I realize now that the "situation" that occured was actually pretty funny. Yes, I was a fool, but I got to be entertained by the antics of one of the most asinine people that I ever...
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I will have to see...
This week is has been a growing experience for me. I feel better than I have in weeks. I realize now that the "situation" that occured was actually pretty funny. Yes, I was a fool, but I got to be entertained by the antics of one of the most asinine people that I ever...
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yuriel:
i eat icecubes 
yuriel:
you leave chat just as my comp is fully rebooted and online after a crash 
bummer cheer up already will ya ;x
im easily influenced and far too empathetic. yeah.
heh
bummer cheer up already will ya ;x
im easily influenced and far too empathetic. yeah.
heh
I am so sickened by people that I want to vomit. I don't think I can feel more full of rage, hate (and self-hate) and violence if I wanted to.
Isn't it cute when the degree of love one feels turns into hate? One of those funny miracles of the Universe...
There is not a number high enough to quantify the amount of hate I...
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Isn't it cute when the degree of love one feels turns into hate? One of those funny miracles of the Universe...
There is not a number high enough to quantify the amount of hate I...
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yuriel:
i had to delete you off my friends list and re request because for some reason you were showing up three times :x
hope yer feelin better soon dear!
hope yer feelin better soon dear!
mcqueen:
Uh oh...I hope it turns around soon. I know what you need! BOWLING! We all need to go bowling.
I am going to eat a piece of toast.
How's that for pointless....?
How's that for pointless....?
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superficial:
toast is pretty good... but, i, like lunna, had an apple.
shojo:
I would say very pointless, also crunchy and, if desired, lightly buttered.
*DELETED DUE TO THE POINTLESSNESS OF MY COMMENTS*
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schleprock:
I don't think any of your comments are pointless.
scooter11:
I empathize with where you are.
I am The Procrastinator!!!
I have so damn much to do before tomorrow afternoon and here I sit on SG like I have all the time in the world.
This is a definate sign of stress and panic.
Ok.......I'm going to attempt to get off my butt and finish things up around the apt. for the ever nerve-wracking visit that is happening soon. Eeek!
Happy...
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I have so damn much to do before tomorrow afternoon and here I sit on SG like I have all the time in the world.
This is a definate sign of stress and panic.
Ok.......I'm going to attempt to get off my butt and finish things up around the apt. for the ever nerve-wracking visit that is happening soon. Eeek!
Happy...
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schleprock:
I wouldn't mind taking a job up north. I have friends in either of the two places unlike down here where my only friends seem to be my Dad and Step-Mom.
So, how did the weekend go?
I like it when it is cold because Taco and I take a nap in my comfy chair.
So, how did the weekend go?
I like it when it is cold because Taco and I take a nap in my comfy chair.
scoots:
i'd tell you how i really feel jora - but it would take up too much space.
i like what you wrote to smitty - i hope it holds true.
happy new year dear.
i like what you wrote to smitty - i hope it holds true.
happy new year dear.
[Edited on Jan 29, 2004 10:56AM]