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I really need to update my journal... so much is going on in my life (happy stuff), yet it feels like pulling teeth for me to sit down and try to write about it. Weird.

I will try sometime soon.

For me, love is:

- Being attracted to the person, not only the package. Like, if we were just two brains sitting side by side in jars, would I still love him?

- Being able to walk around naked in front of him in full daylight. I hate my body so much and feel so ugly. If he is accepting, then I feel less pressure...
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Yay! The Boyfriend Import Program is in full effect!!

Brian is coming out for the weekend on April 16-18. A short visit, yes, but it's better than my dying from lack of seeing him. Desperate times call for insane actions. There may have to be a few more of these visits before I can get out there for a longer amount of time. We shall...
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I am home from my trip to AZ. Sigh...

I don't know where to start, so I won't even try right now...

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Brian, my Love, my Kindred Spirit, your eyes send my blood into a raging boil. My passion explodes and my prison falls away like gossimer. I want to crawl inside your sweet mouth as it screams poetry from our terrace in Jerome....
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It is way too late for me to be up, but I am still doing things to prepare for my trip..um, later today. I leave at 3:30pm. I think that I may be finally getting more excited than nervous...at least, right now. I did fun stuff to my hair that I still have to wash out tonight. I can't believe I'm still awake at this...
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Haven't been on much lately. I am trying to prepare for my vacation to Phoenix to see my Baby. There is so much to do today and today is the last day I have to get things done. EEK!!!!!

I have to go into work now to play catch up. Blech!

Later gaters.

7:10pm...

Taking a small break to check SG. I worked for almost...
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Cleaning house is very theraputic and I don't mean my apartment.

Grrrr.

.........long entry lost.......grrr.

This made my freaking day and life worth living again. Holy freaking A!!! LOLOLOLOL!!!!!

Tired as hell and going to sleep. Later gaters.

Well, well, well.

Two people that I know on here got "zotted". One broke a rule, but was not told to stop her action before they zotted her. The other person let her say goodbye using his acct. Ok, also against the rules, but he didn't realize that. Bottom line - SG didn't even tell him first. They just zotted him without warning and have...
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