i woke up early today,
went and soaked up some child hood nostalgia.
it was beautiful...
i felt happy.
I FEEL HAPPY.
not everything is perfect in my life right now,
but i am alive.
i have a home.
and i have people who love me,
and want nothing more than for me to succeed in life.
things would of course be a lot better,...
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went and soaked up some child hood nostalgia.
it was beautiful...
i felt happy.
I FEEL HAPPY.
not everything is perfect in my life right now,
but i am alive.
i have a home.
and i have people who love me,
and want nothing more than for me to succeed in life.
things would of course be a lot better,...
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i'm sad now,
i requested to make a group...
and it so got declined.
there can be a gay girls only group,
but i guess a gay boys only group,
is just inappropriate.
whatever i guess...
not a lot i can do about it.
burrrss!!!!
it's very,
very,
very cold,
and i guess it is just supposed to get colder.
i don't think i like...
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i requested to make a group...
and it so got declined.
there can be a gay girls only group,
but i guess a gay boys only group,
is just inappropriate.
whatever i guess...
not a lot i can do about it.
burrrss!!!!
it's very,
very,
very cold,
and i guess it is just supposed to get colder.
i don't think i like...
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suaveadonis:
I am feezing also and no one to cuddle with to keep warm. 
Do not feel too bad or discouraged regarding your group. I had a topic politely rejected in a group. I think they would prefer we are on the site a little longer and established more in the community. Unless it is a dictatorship among a few elitists for control of the groups, which I doubt very much since the basis of this site, in my opinion, is to promote a more understanding, diverse world. And I do not see how that would be possible in a dictatorship.
Try again sometime in the future. Perhaps you will have better results.
Do not feel too bad or discouraged regarding your group. I had a topic politely rejected in a group. I think they would prefer we are on the site a little longer and established more in the community. Unless it is a dictatorship among a few elitists for control of the groups, which I doubt very much since the basis of this site, in my opinion, is to promote a more understanding, diverse world. And I do not see how that would be possible in a dictatorship.
Try again sometime in the future. Perhaps you will have better results.
skypirate:
i can't believe more people haven't extolled the virtues of your beautiful writing, i hope you're just being coy when you say that...!
sads that the group was rejected, that is genuinely odd. but then again i tried to get one for an atkins diet support group (if support is the right word?) when i was on the site before, and that got rejected - yet i REALLY want to talk with other sensible normal atkins dieters about meals and preparation etc - what i mean is, it's not a frivolous silly group, it would be really helpful, same with yours. both are examples of wanting community because it's hard to find it all the time otherwise, and i think that should be the ideal basis for a group!
oh well...
winter is always quite harsh, humans were made to hibernate during it which is why the lack of sunshine gets us down on a biological level.
but it is quite nice to curl up inside with a feelgood movie, hot chocolate with marshmallows (ok so for me it would be atkins-friendly rooibos tea or something!) and a snuggly blanket and enjoy the fact that your not outside! it makes heat seem so much sweeter...
sads that the group was rejected, that is genuinely odd. but then again i tried to get one for an atkins diet support group (if support is the right word?) when i was on the site before, and that got rejected - yet i REALLY want to talk with other sensible normal atkins dieters about meals and preparation etc - what i mean is, it's not a frivolous silly group, it would be really helpful, same with yours. both are examples of wanting community because it's hard to find it all the time otherwise, and i think that should be the ideal basis for a group!
oh well...
winter is always quite harsh, humans were made to hibernate during it which is why the lack of sunshine gets us down on a biological level.
but it is quite nice to curl up inside with a feelgood movie, hot chocolate with marshmallows (ok so for me it would be atkins-friendly rooibos tea or something!) and a snuggly blanket and enjoy the fact that your not outside! it makes heat seem so much sweeter...
this survey seems to be getting passed around,
and i felt left out...
so here it is.
a sex survey.
Age/Sex: 19/boy
Are you a virgin? not even close.
If not how many people have you slept with? 40, give or take.
Dated? i take it this is like a yes or no question. or maybe it's a numbers things. i am confused already and...
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and i felt left out...
so here it is.
a sex survey.
Age/Sex: 19/boy
Are you a virgin? not even close.
If not how many people have you slept with? 40, give or take.
Dated? i take it this is like a yes or no question. or maybe it's a numbers things. i am confused already and...
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chomper:
It's not bad at all
Not when i've got friends like you
Not when i've got friends like you
genevalw:
I don't think I have ever seen the fox and the hound.....
"you know what i am going to do, i am going to go right in your ear."
You ever get what you want,
and then not want it when it comes...?
I do.
i do.
i got the LITTLE PUPPY,
just like i wanted?
it came in the form of a can,
and pupated into a car accident.
a car accident,
that happened in the...
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ladyjane:
baby, it's a deal.
we can be bitchy together.
wishing you a gorgeous day, love!
we can be bitchy together.
wishing you a gorgeous day, love!
genevalw:
well never done the public bathroom thing...should i? lol....I just could never figure out how that would work.
time is on stand by...
days,
weeks,
seconds,
they have all just stopped.
Why is LIFE so long???!!!
antici....
pation.
is killing me.
my birthday is coming.
i'm moving to GR.
i have a new boy who adores me.
i have so much to look forward to.
it's nice to say that.
i have not got to say things like that in a long time....
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days,
weeks,
seconds,
they have all just stopped.
Why is LIFE so long???!!!
antici....
pation.
is killing me.
my birthday is coming.
i'm moving to GR.
i have a new boy who adores me.
i have so much to look forward to.
it's nice to say that.
i have not got to say things like that in a long time....
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skypirate:
your writing is a little bit magical!
dizastor:
blog... getting... stale...
must... write... something... new...
must... write... something... new...
i stand introspective,
and confused.
why can't i tell the difference...
between love,
and lust.
why do i jump...
before i look,
to see what's below.
maybe i'm just being hard on myself...
maybe i am just scared to let things just happen,
the way they should.
maybe i should chill the fuck out!!!
the "blind date" went well.
he is sweet..
he drives a...
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and confused.
why can't i tell the difference...
between love,
and lust.
why do i jump...
before i look,
to see what's below.
maybe i'm just being hard on myself...
maybe i am just scared to let things just happen,
the way they should.
maybe i should chill the fuck out!!!
the "blind date" went well.
he is sweet..
he drives a...
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ladyjane:
w00t. sexy & sweet blog baby. thank u for sharing your heart & your pondering mind.
yummm w/ 3 ms INDEED. *lucky*
wow. ya popped that babe's cherry, eh? well, he's the lucky one
it sounds like you're happy & that makes me happy. enjoy the ride, beautiful one.
much luv,
j
p.s the blue sunny sky enveloped me on saturday so now i'm asking the wind to blow lotsa loving sunshine & gentle blue sky fluffy clouds your way...
yummm w/ 3 ms INDEED. *lucky*
wow. ya popped that babe's cherry, eh? well, he's the lucky one
it sounds like you're happy & that makes me happy. enjoy the ride, beautiful one.
much luv,
j
p.s the blue sunny sky enveloped me on saturday so now i'm asking the wind to blow lotsa loving sunshine & gentle blue sky fluffy clouds your way...
oh my fuckin' goodness
my computer keeps beeping at me.
for no reason.
it sounds like an emergency warning that it is going to explode....
do computers explode often?
i can see it now.
a mother board sticking out of my skull.
how perfect??????
as long as it does not sever my head i will be good.
cause you know,
that is the only way...
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my computer keeps beeping at me.
for no reason.
it sounds like an emergency warning that it is going to explode....
do computers explode often?
i can see it now.
a mother board sticking out of my skull.
how perfect??????
as long as it does not sever my head i will be good.
cause you know,
that is the only way...
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ladyjane:
just......
wanted to give you a hug, sweetie.
just
because
i frickin feel like it.
wanted to give you a hug, sweetie.
just
because
i frickin feel like it.
jopoppins:
i loves hugs.
^_^
^_^
welcome to the fuckin new year.
same shit.
same days.
nothing is different.
i feel like i am trapped,
in a bad teenage novel about finding yourself.
where am i?
i'm still fuckin' here.
all i want to do is get away.
but most of all i'm bored!!!!!!!
i took my eyebrow ring out yesterday.
i just looked in the mirror,
and couldn't stand to...
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same shit.
same days.
nothing is different.
i feel like i am trapped,
in a bad teenage novel about finding yourself.
where am i?
i'm still fuckin' here.
all i want to do is get away.
but most of all i'm bored!!!!!!!
i took my eyebrow ring out yesterday.
i just looked in the mirror,
and couldn't stand to...
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ladyjane:
Guess what? I found a way to bottle children's laughter...
& I'm happy to see you're back.
& I'm happy to see you're back.
cate:
you changed your name! me too! but i wish i could change it back, it was taken again already 
because i promised an angel i would,
here is a list of 10 things you don't know about me.
one.
i cry like a little bitch every time i watch the fox and the hound
two.
more often that not i don't wear underwear
three.
i truly believe the slushi is the greatest invention of all time.
four.
avoiding reality is my religion.
five.
i...
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here is a list of 10 things you don't know about me.
one.
i cry like a little bitch every time i watch the fox and the hound
two.
more often that not i don't wear underwear
three.
i truly believe the slushi is the greatest invention of all time.
four.
avoiding reality is my religion.
five.
i...
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cate:
*high five* on number 7
tekky:
let's be best friends FOREVER!
I went to a little dive bar last night.
it was the first time in a long time that i have been out to one of the local bars up here.
i was promptly reminded why that is.
it would not have been so bad,
could i have pick up a beer or something.
but the company i went with was a lot of fun....
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it was the first time in a long time that i have been out to one of the local bars up here.
i was promptly reminded why that is.
it would not have been so bad,
could i have pick up a beer or something.
but the company i went with was a lot of fun....
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cate:
you're an angel <3
thanks, i'm glad someone can do it for me...
thanks, i'm glad someone can do it for me...
ladyjane:
shake, wake & bake baby!!
you cut back a lot, congrats! i hope you can stay strong on quitting.
haha A.D.H.D'ers unite .
im going to try to study again at 6, hopefully i can
Take care!