jopoppins

I have so much to tell everyone...so much changes in so little time.

Well over a year later, and I have returned. Everything on the site is so different now but; in other ways just the same as when I left. Turns out me and this site have more in common than I thought. I to feel so different, than when I last logged in, but in more ways than one I am still just the same. I...
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Day One:

ok,
so it kinda of sucked anal dwelling monkey arse...
but i really enjoy my manager.

he is fun,
and has the mouth of sailor.
which i so love,
because if you know me...
you know how horridly dirty my mouth is.

for the most part the day was spent watching training videos...
LAME!
but to be honest,
i have rented cheesier B...
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i feel the change of the season,
creeping in...
sinking into me...
and filling me up with hope.

when i close my eyes,
and the wind rushes past my cheek,
beyond the cold sting...
the reminder,
the past,
the cold...
i can almost smell spring.

flowers...
lilacs.

oh...hope,
my long lost friend.

where have you been hiding?

did you leave when i left?

did i...
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i don't want to go home...
i want to stay wrapped up in his arms.
warm.
safe.
nuzzled up close.

maybe i am just afraid to leave...
afraid the distance will bore him.
i don't want him to get bored...
i don't want to loose him.

SHHH...

thoughts like that,
do no good...
no good for him.
no good for me.

shhh...

enjoy the ride!!!...
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i think i have reached the eye,
of the LITTLE PUPPY...
things are calm,
perfect.

is this the perfect storm?

all i can do is smile...
ear to ear.
it hardly compares to how i feel inside...

i think,
i think...
i have found where i want to be,
and why i want to be there.

i don't mean to be so vauge,
but how...
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I'm in greenville...
content.
happy.

it's nice...

the LITTLE PUPPY is picking up speed...
i can feel the winds rushing past me,
urging me forward.

offering me up opportunity.

do i take it?
do i just let go,
and let it throw me around as it sees fit?

or would it just move me too fast?

i'm full of questions,
random what ifs?
and what could bes?

i have never been one...
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caffeine...
mmm,
coffee
coffeee
COFFEEEEE!!!!

goodness,
i have had a lot of coffee.

i actaully think if you were to slit my wrist,
and drink my blood...
that you would die from a caffeine overdose.

what a crazy way to die....

"yeah i drank this kids blood, and then i died"
^_^

today,
was very un-eventful.
which is not always bad.

today was proof.

though...
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