i dont want to talk about her today i wish i could take a pill and erase my brain but there isnt such a pill - i feel used hurt and cheated - i fucked up - we fucked up- but there was room for change and forgiveness - but now the train stopped and we are walking in different directions
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You will get better, it will just take some time.
Just be kind to yourself in the meantime...