Ahh the newfound joys of a SoCal rave...
I've never dropped exctasy before...until last saturday. Holy shit...I understand now what people mean by "are you rolling", etc.
Fucking shit.
This shit was so good....I already like all forms of electronica. But last week, my cousins and I went out to Fuzzy Fest in Victorville, CA. Good beats...dropped two poke balls. Holy shit.
For those that don't know, MDMA creates a immense release of serotonin in the brain - basically the love and happiness chemical. And believe me, I felt a lot of love and happiness...
Ever feel like you're on top of the world, everyone loves you? Perhaps you've gone to a party and you can walk through, like the Coke commercial guy that sings the song? Except he's not happy. (He's doing a fucking soda commercial). But this is like you can smile at anyone and walk up to them, say hi, and be their best friend for several hours
It's insanely great.
When it hits you hard, you feel as sensation of overwhelmedness - like love is pouring out of your body. The lights, the music, the people all merge into a synestesia-type of experience. You want to cuddle, or hug someone and be held...you want to love and be loved...but not in a sexual way, necessarily, just in a way that's really satisfying.
It's rumored that MDMA was created by the US government (conspiracy) to study how to make relationships happen...and that's very true. You can often feel in love with someone, or like you're best friends.
For me personally, it was like finding the perfect chemical companion for your body. Some people respond well to muscle relaxants. Some to stimulants. Some to depressants. Me? I respond to this stuff so well. Partly because I feel that being a massage therapist, you have to hold back your sexual desire, and learn to repress the physical desire to be with a person.
Not on x...lol.
It just all flooded my body at once...and it was like something inside me wend "click" and I knew instantly...this was what my body had been waiting for...a chemical that understood me, as it were. lol.
LoL...no i'm not gonna to be a pill popper. Just describing my experience.
I've never dropped exctasy before...until last saturday. Holy shit...I understand now what people mean by "are you rolling", etc.
Fucking shit.
This shit was so good....I already like all forms of electronica. But last week, my cousins and I went out to Fuzzy Fest in Victorville, CA. Good beats...dropped two poke balls. Holy shit.
For those that don't know, MDMA creates a immense release of serotonin in the brain - basically the love and happiness chemical. And believe me, I felt a lot of love and happiness...
Ever feel like you're on top of the world, everyone loves you? Perhaps you've gone to a party and you can walk through, like the Coke commercial guy that sings the song? Except he's not happy. (He's doing a fucking soda commercial). But this is like you can smile at anyone and walk up to them, say hi, and be their best friend for several hours
It's insanely great.
When it hits you hard, you feel as sensation of overwhelmedness - like love is pouring out of your body. The lights, the music, the people all merge into a synestesia-type of experience. You want to cuddle, or hug someone and be held...you want to love and be loved...but not in a sexual way, necessarily, just in a way that's really satisfying.
It's rumored that MDMA was created by the US government (conspiracy) to study how to make relationships happen...and that's very true. You can often feel in love with someone, or like you're best friends.
For me personally, it was like finding the perfect chemical companion for your body. Some people respond well to muscle relaxants. Some to stimulants. Some to depressants. Me? I respond to this stuff so well. Partly because I feel that being a massage therapist, you have to hold back your sexual desire, and learn to repress the physical desire to be with a person.
Not on x...lol.
It just all flooded my body at once...and it was like something inside me wend "click" and I knew instantly...this was what my body had been waiting for...a chemical that understood me, as it were. lol.
LoL...no i'm not gonna to be a pill popper. Just describing my experience.
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