right got a few things to say, none that important and in no specific order just as they pop into my head.
just been sitting around most of the evening watching TV which i havnt done for a while as i have no TV in my room at home and am too lazy to steal my 5yr old little brothers... plus i think he may crucify me for it. watched Waterboy and was reminded how much i fancy Fairuza Balk, which is odd cus i really dont know why she is hot but i really want some of her. think it may be her eyes i think i perhaps like girls eyes more than i realise. still dont know what my type is, if i like a girl then i do i just dont know why.
was watching Shattered on Ch4, for those who are none UK, or live in a box with no TV its by the same peeps as BigBrother and these 10 (i think) people have to stay awake for 7 days and 8 nights to win 100 grand. anyway it made me sleepy at the though, i really struggle to stay awake for 6 hours straight. as soon as i sit down i could go for a kip, i also sleep alot in the day. if i can avoid it im never awake during daylight hours, which when i first met my flatmates scared them a bit i think.
think im gonna go into town tomorrow and maybe buy the Magnum PI dvd. i want it so bad, i mean over 5 hours of Magnnum... awesome... totally awesome. while im on it i also want: Breakfast Club, Heathers, Pump Up The Volume, Bill And Ted (both films) and so many more classics from my childhood. i use childhood in the loosest possible terms as i was only 2 or 3 when Breakfast Club was releast but i think that film represents what i wished my childhood to be.
ive just posted on a 'best films' thread on the SGUK group, which i knew was a mistake before i did it as everyone conversation with me about films ends up with a bitching session about how bad some of them are. in this case it was Donnie Darko which is so bad, i hate it so much i want to cry.
Regrets ive had a few, but too few to mention... except for watching Donnie Darko, I will mention that to save others the pain. Its horrible.
this entry has turned from a journal to a rant to an essay, its long and a bit boring. if reading this has enlightened your life let me know, however if it has bored you stupid let me know also. i like attention
im sure ill update this with more mindless drivel but for now cho... chiou...ciou (is that the right spelling... you know for when italians or really pretentious people say bye bye?)
Bruised buttock update: No news, still a mystery.
just been sitting around most of the evening watching TV which i havnt done for a while as i have no TV in my room at home and am too lazy to steal my 5yr old little brothers... plus i think he may crucify me for it. watched Waterboy and was reminded how much i fancy Fairuza Balk, which is odd cus i really dont know why she is hot but i really want some of her. think it may be her eyes i think i perhaps like girls eyes more than i realise. still dont know what my type is, if i like a girl then i do i just dont know why.
was watching Shattered on Ch4, for those who are none UK, or live in a box with no TV its by the same peeps as BigBrother and these 10 (i think) people have to stay awake for 7 days and 8 nights to win 100 grand. anyway it made me sleepy at the though, i really struggle to stay awake for 6 hours straight. as soon as i sit down i could go for a kip, i also sleep alot in the day. if i can avoid it im never awake during daylight hours, which when i first met my flatmates scared them a bit i think.
think im gonna go into town tomorrow and maybe buy the Magnum PI dvd. i want it so bad, i mean over 5 hours of Magnnum... awesome... totally awesome. while im on it i also want: Breakfast Club, Heathers, Pump Up The Volume, Bill And Ted (both films) and so many more classics from my childhood. i use childhood in the loosest possible terms as i was only 2 or 3 when Breakfast Club was releast but i think that film represents what i wished my childhood to be.
ive just posted on a 'best films' thread on the SGUK group, which i knew was a mistake before i did it as everyone conversation with me about films ends up with a bitching session about how bad some of them are. in this case it was Donnie Darko which is so bad, i hate it so much i want to cry.
Regrets ive had a few, but too few to mention... except for watching Donnie Darko, I will mention that to save others the pain. Its horrible.
this entry has turned from a journal to a rant to an essay, its long and a bit boring. if reading this has enlightened your life let me know, however if it has bored you stupid let me know also. i like attention
im sure ill update this with more mindless drivel but for now cho... chiou...ciou (is that the right spelling... you know for when italians or really pretentious people say bye bye?)
Bruised buttock update: No news, still a mystery.
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i was being a baby and using the pity pot. bah.
i don't speak to my dad at all, and my mom is a ridiculous and self-centered woman.
in spite of that, we are able to have good times together-just in moderation.
i don't think i would change my life and experiences much-i'm grateful for the maturity and objectivity it affords-it made me who i am, etc.
and i am able to laugh at most things and never take anything too seriously-
every now and again it can get the best of me, though.
i'll be fine.
thanks.
tom sellek is a stud.
Girlfriends are most evel.
I ahvent been a grrlfriend in 5 years.....or an anything really, for that matter.
My mother keeps hounding me to get a boyfriend, and make mass amounts of friends...its quite annoying.
Honestly, I dont care enough. If I wanted a tonne of friends and a boyfriend I probably could get one...I am picky, maybe thats it.
REgardless...my Dr. wanted me to take Paxil, b/c it "helps social disorders and mis behaviours"..I refused, and then tried to make a deal...I would take it, if she agreed to let me be sterilized....Ive asked several times before to no avail. And she wouldnt agree.
Hah!
REally, lets watch the entire world crumble because one measly female does not want to get knocked up ever!
Honestly.....
100 million parentless children in this world to love and I dont want my own to come squireming and screaming out of me...I think the rest of the world is fucked up..not me.
xo~D
Edited to add this for ppl:
from your thread.
1. Most grrls are just as selfish as boys
2. You should've asked her straight up: "Hey, are you ever going to fucking suck
my cock or what?I am tired of waiting
for it"
3. I dont give head. And I tell him that from the get go. He may insist, but then
realise I know what the fuck I am talking about. Im a little grrl, with a little
mouth. If he still insists..he can get it someplace else, or make me, and then
after 3 minutes, have my jaw lock in a most *ahem* uncomfortable postion.
4. Its ok to give and not receive, as long as you let them know from the beginng, or..suppliment it with some ultra hot action.
xo~D
[Edited on Jan 05, 2004 2:13PM]